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RarityEQM


Just a pony being fabulous. Writer of vignettes, clop, experiments, a great deal of trash and the occasional gem

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  • 175 weeks
    Here and back again

    Things are rough my darlings.

    Its a cold, rainy morning. My favorite kind. No snow. No slush. I adore this. Even more so that I am under a heavy quilt.

    I'll write more when I wake up I think...

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  • 178 weeks
    A story in three parts

    And home. Well. I'm not dead. Fancy that. Whatever the pain is, it's not my kidneys. Which is as baffling as it is reassuring. I very much am grateful of course, but...also...wtf darling. They handed me some pills and told me to get some rest. They plugged me up with all kinds of machines which will cost and a leg, but I'm home, and my kidneys are okay. And I'm alive for another day. So darlings,

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  • 178 weeks
    The room

    31. Thats the number they gave me. Thats where I am. Room 31.

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  • 179 weeks
    This art, this life

    Has...has it been a month already? I suppose it has been. More than that, even. How are you my darling little ponies? I've missed you. And writing. And having a properly functioning laptop that can handle little things like opening up an internet browser and loading writing programs.

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  • 184 weeks
    Darlings...

    As you were. Oh, yes. Rarityeqm tis alive....sort of. Only sort of, these days. Mostly, I sleep. During the day. Restless, horrid sleep that does ever so little to stave off your wretched thirst for the sun. I'm drowning in darkness, my darlings. Tis cold here, in the wee hours of the morning. Behind me, my television muted. My coffee mug lovingly kissed and caressed the pot still bubbling across

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Apr
30th
2015

No Words · 10:01am Apr 30th, 2015



No words
A frosty zephyr whispered into the room, silent and shivering, plucking Twilight Sparkle from the endless depths of her dreams like a flower from a field.

The balcony doors were open, ushering in the ebon beauty of Luna's night, and the cold flittering drops of Weather Pony work.

She was standing there on the balcony, peering into the night sky, and even from the cozy covers of a loving bed, Twilight could see her tears melting in the rain.

There were no words. Anything that could be solved would have already been solved, any puzzle pried apart , any riddle ravenously ripped to shreds that would dare hold Trixie's happiness captive.

Trixie.

Her Trixie.

Happiness held hostage by her obsession with depression if only she could let things go...but there were no words for that. No perfect words like a spirited spidery spell spit from loving lips to lift darkness to dawn. No magic incantation to jostle free the cold grip of despair from the heart of her favorite mare.

Oh, how she would if she could, spend a life time or two searching for the perfect words needed to remedy a ruined world. But there were no words.

No words like there were no words for the sadness that seared her soul at the sight of this sobbing girl. No words to be had as Twilight swept from the bed to face the darkness of the night. No words to be shared when Twilight sat down next to Trixie in the rain, and let the mare cry on her shoulder.

Words were meaningless. How much more could three little words mean when actions screamed the heart of the scene? Unfolding in front of them, the night raged wildly, washing away any joy from the day with the cold uncaring all consuming darkness.

Depression thrived in the dark. It lurked there and grew there and lured you there with a sickly sweet sirens song that was impossible to ignore.

Things were always worse in the dark.

Thats why she sat there. In the dark. With Trixie. She was there too. No matter how bad things were going to get, how dark they were going to get, she was there too. There were no words to explain how powerful the message was. Nothing she could say to drive the point home, so she let the silence speak for her and the rain carry her voice throughout the town. She didn't have to try very hard.

The only pony who mattered was the only pony listening; and she was sitting right there.

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Oh, how she would if she could, spend a life time or two searching for the perfect words needed to remedy a ruined world. But there were no words.

I burst like a dam, flowed like a rushing river, for to these words I truly... Came. Came in like a wrecking ball.

Seriously, though, this was fucking gorgeous! I genuinely felt like I was in theater again and went through like 5 levels of passion and depression and relief just calling these words forth you've so graced us with in this majesty of a poem. Such an inspirational piece!

I really WAS Twilight as I read this. Simply breathtaking.

(Didn't want to mention it, but I'd leave out "until it was penetrated" just for flow)

For some reason I want to hug poor Trixie now...:fluttercry:

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