my right eye has been blurring more and more. Seems the eye burning from the migraines has affected it, and even though i can still write, my thought process hasn't exactly been well. I just need time to adjust, and perhaps get the get up and go enough to have my glasses prescription redone. Sorry, everyone.

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hey hey, i've mostly recovered. so I'll be going back to writing tomorrow, just wanted to let everyone know i'm not dead.

I was sent home from work after getting a 102.9 fever, so brave yourselves, i may have the rona and have to take a break.

On the upside, it seems to be holding back my migraines. i honestly don't know what is better at the moment, because i honestly don't feel too bad versus the constant head pain.

Go team rona, I guess?

(Here's hoping i'm not being too arrogant)

got some Lyra and Bonbon, and some Yona action.

Almost done, took me awhile to figure out how I wanted to go about doing it, but it is now nearly complete. Just need another night to add in some more bits and it'll be up. I promise it'll be gold.

my mind screams to write a "Kubo in Equestria" (A character from TWEWY:NEO) simply because i think i could do it. I might, just might do some sort of concept chapter a little down the line after the Neighsay chapter.

its mostly me trying to figure out dialogue and such, as I realized filling it with what I have thus far is just that, filler.

rest assured, this will be Chrysalis, Celestia, and Anon in one spot, I just am working out the kinks.

No, seriously, i got lost playing 4 hours of the damn thing and before i knew it, it was sleepy times. well, near sleepy times.

Totally would recommend, and i'll get some writing down tonight.

also, the new meds i'm on, super helpful, i rarely get migraines anymore.

feeling good, if not just tired sometimes due to said meds. But hey, woo!

all the medicine has been doing to me is making me weak and tired. (Then again, the doctor told me this would happen)

However, the medicine is also having other undesirable effects the doctor told me would not happen despite me specifically asking if it would (Such as Erictile Dysfunction)

I've been miserable since I been on propranolol, and i really don't know of any other alternatives that may be better.

I'll figure something out.

Finally, finally saw a neurologist. I don't have cervical radioapthy as the original doctor hypotheisozed, i have chronic migraines. Propranolol is apparantly the answer to managing it, which is good.

Though the doc said it get worse and worse before it gets better, which is bad.

But, after 4 years, i'd like to take this as the answer to my pain and brain fog, and hopefully in the following weeks, i'll get better and more consistant with my writing.

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Sorry for no new one in awhile. had work vacation for a week and just wanted to relax some.

Once I come home tonight and edit it up, it'll be up. I hope you guys are ready for an unexpected interaction, it's gonna be a doozy of a good time.

read for spoilers on what i'm stuck at. it won't be too spoilery, but it is a spoiler.

Hostage situation, Dark Anon on his last legs, Chrysalis taking her chances

This chapter is extremely pivotal, and again, the tonal shift is insane. much more delicate than the previous chapter. Maybe I'm overthinking it, but this is it. This IS the moment I've had planned for Chrysalis for a year now.

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the chapter is halfway written, its gonna be a big one.

in my quest for health, my doctor prescribed me Cymbalta awhile ago for nerve pain management along with anti-depressant.

7 days later and it was not exactly a good idea for me, won't explain here.

for that reason i have a week's vacation starting on friday. upon the weekend, i'll start writing again.

1. Don't make it too tense when its not even the finale of the arc
2. Don't make it too dark just because "lol, dark persona"
3. Don't have a side character too heavily injured in a fight when the focus must be elsewhere
4. Don't make too many bad puns
5. Swords are funny

Simpl;y put, I was taking a break, just letting everyone know now.

Just been wanting to spend time with my brother, since i'm catching up n 10 years of not seeing him.
Been catching up on my health stuff.
And just catching up on my video games.

I'll continue my writings monday night... though, that doesn't mean it'll be up on monday. just that I'm continuing on monday

So, my brother finally got me to go see a doctor after not finding help back in Florida.

The doctor I went to diagnosed me with cervical radiculopathy. which explains my constant headaches and numbess i've been feeling from time to time. It really hasn't done my mental health any good, as the headaches can become pretty bad, and the numbness can be pretty annoying. Especially recently.

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in this case, i'm moving in with my brother. although i don't exactly know the living situation and such, and such, just sort of winging it at this point. nothing went wrong, just been wanting to live in with my bro for a decade now. Will have a new chapter out when everything is figured out and settled.

given my current health, and the fact in my new place, my landlord had told me some of the other occupants have covid, i have a feeling the way i've been feeling for the past week isn't a coincidence.

i'm hoping i'm just regular sick, and given my landlord already took the test himself, i'm hoping it comes out negative, as it'd be a good sign. if positive, or if i get worse, i'll get tested myself. I just wanted to let everyone know whats up.