> Oh Soarin' > by ParrishVanity > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > The Beginning > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- We're so in love.. We did all the drugs.. Fell down in the clubs, Our hearts just raised up. Rainbow Dash was standing on her balcony, looking down from her cloud home, remembering all that was left of her and Soarin'. It wasn't much to remember, but it was something at least, Rainbow couldn't stop thinking about him. He was so wonderful, but at the same time, a horrible person. We kissed the dark, In the back of your car, We cuddled in the park, You shine like Noah's ark. Its not like Rainbow hates him for what he did. Oh no, the exact opposite, she missed him. It seemed like too much to bare for the young mare. But, at the same time, she hated for what he did, it was unforgettable, it was downright horrible. But, what could she do? He did it anyways, without a care for what he did to her. Pain inside, crashes and glides, I can't decide, your heart was my guide. It's been too long, you were my perfect drug, Now the worlds all wrong, I hope you sing along.. Soarin' cheated on her, behind her back for a month. And who was the mare that caused all the pain? The answer was easy... Spitfire. The ungrateful, mare. Rainbow couldn't BELIEVE it was Spitfire, how could he choose Spitfire over her? Rainbow has the looks, the rainbow like personality, and she creates a Sonic Rainboom! What could Spitfire do? Nothing... nothing at all. Not compared to the one and only Rainbow Dash. Rainbow smiled at the thought of it all, she knew she was better. But Soarin' thought otherwise. Wherever you are, you'll be my star, near or far, you'll always be my one.. Kiss me goodnight, say its alright, This can't be goodbye, my heart just dies.. Soarin' had always been her favorite out of all the Wonderbolts, but, Spitfire, she always had a wrong emotion towards her. Spitfire and Soarin' were like best friends, Rainbow should've saw this coming. But, alas, she didn't, and her world has collasped on her. It was like a tragic novel Twilight was egg her on about, saying she should give more real books than Daring Doo.But, this was real life, not a book. So, it hurt twice as much as it would in a sappy novel. Earth is dying, kids are crying, The plans we've made, just rot away, Your angel wings, will shine on me, Like the blood on the strings, my hearts just falls and sinks, You fall in front of me, as we cast away in the sea, I'll be your dream machine, a life full of luxary, You died in that crashsite, just like our love life, I'm blinded by headlights, we fell in front of bright lights, Like Jack and Sally, on top of Death Valley, Or below in southern Cali, we lived out our grand finale. Rainbow stopped being herself, It took days for Fluttershy to get her to eat, everything just seemed stale and hopeless. She usually stayed inside and sulked in bed, Fluttershy would always check up on her. Its been 3 weeks since Rainbow found out what Soarin' had done. She wasn't ready for anything, not even life. She just layed in bed, drew circles in the ground, and thought for what seemed like minutes. She would think for hours upon hours about how naive she was for thinking Soarin' loved her. How he wished for them to be together forever, what a bunch of lies. But, she could never forget that goofy smile, those amazing emerald eyes, and his creepy love for pie. She wished to get him back.. Hay, she'd LOVE to have him back. But one part of her, screamed destroy him. Take him for all he has. Make him suffer. She couldn't be able to do it, she couldn't really do anything anymore. Wherever you are, you've stolen my heart, Near or far, you'll always be star, So kiss me goodnight, say its alright. This can't be goodbye my heart just dies.. She had to do something. But she had no idea what. She could swear she was going insane from the depression that she has been going through, but she wasn't quite sure on what she was thinking, and she needed to do it, before anybody could even try to stop her or when her thoughts and failures stop her. Earth is dying, kids are crying, The plans we've made just rot away, Wherever you are, you've stolen my heart, Near or far, you'll always be my star.. She thought up all that she could muster, she knew Soarin' still lived in Cloudsdale and she knew exactly where. She had to do something, she couldn't be what she is right now. A depressed rainbow. Her rainbow mane has lost some of its color since she found out. But, she didn't care how she looked, she was determined to get the colt that shattered her world and crushed her dreams.. Like Jack and Sally, on top of Death Valley, Or below in southern Cali, We lived out our grand finale.. She bolted out the window, to Cloudsdale, she had no idea what she was doing. but she knew it felt right. "Soarin, here I come." > You're My One > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- A/N: Alright! Short chapter! But, whatever, xD enjoy! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Rainbow hovered next to Soarin's house. He was defiently in there, she could hear him talking to himself in the mirrior. "Ugh, that self absorbed colt,why does he always seem to think its about him when nobody is around?" Rainbow thought to herself and facehoofed, trying not to make the clop sounds that came with it. It seemed like Spitfire wasn't in there, surpringly, Rainbow really didn't know what to do anymore, she had a basic idea when she was on her bed, but now she forgot everything. She flew into a cloud and hid there for awhile until she thought of something, and she better think of something.. fast. She noticed Soarin' was being dead quiet, which was VERY rare for him. Either hes chowing down on apple pie, mummbling to himself, or just being Soarin'. It kind of disturbed Rainbow, she wasn't used to this Soarin'. Rainbow finally figure dout something, she was going to knock on his door, and just talk to him. She's an approchable pony.... right? She's sure she can hit up a conversation. Its not the best plan, but its better than sulking around all day. Right when she was going to climb out of the cloud, she felt something hit her. She slowly turned around and faced a rather creeped out colt. It was Soarin'. "Rainbow... what are you doing here?" "Oh, uhm.... Hi Soarin." "Yeah, hi. ANyways, what are you doing here?" Soarin' asked in a rather 'Get-on-with-it" kind of tone. "I'm just, uhm, here to uh... talk to you?" Rainbow winced back. Soarin' just cocked his eyebrow and looked at her for awhile. "Okay... about what?" "Uhm, well, uhm.... anything?" Soarin' laughed, his laughter was music to Rainbow's ears. "Okay, then, how about.. we talk about... why you were staring in my window?" Rainbow just starred at him for awhile, unable to responde, finally words came to her. "Well, i've been wanting to tell you, about, the whole... thing. I've been not myself lately, depression, ya know? I just wanted to talk to you about it." Soarin' just looked at her, "You have no idea do you?" Rainbow was rather confused at what he was trying to say, "Idea on what?" Soarin' sighed, "About Spitfire" "What about her?" Rainbow asked in a rather urgent tone. "Well..." He began.. > Incomplete and All Alone > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Eternal pain; something I will take to my grave Your memory is an image I just can't erase Soarin' just blinked at Rainbow, unsure on how to tell her what happened. Maybe it was best if he didn't? For Celestia's sake! She was watching him. He began to wonder if he should fly away and move, or stay and tell her. He went with the best idea... tell her. I spend my life always walking in the shadows Scared, alone; locked away inside my castle And when you love something, they say set it free If it don't come back, it wasn't meant to be "Well, Spitfire is the kind of mare to toy with your emotions and leave you behind after she has had her fun.." "So, she left you... alone?" "Basically, I don't know WHY I let her do that. I should have saw it coming." "So, you practice with her right?" "I can't make eye contact with her, too much heartbreak, ya know?" "Oh, well... I'm sorry Soarin', you'll always have me, right? I'll be your friend." Rainbow punched Soarin's shoulder. "I guess that makes it a little better." "Terrific," Rainbow said with a small smile. Soarin' smiled back at her. I destroy everything I touch Even things I love too much I am cursed with these hands They will never understand I don't want to let you go Incomplete and all alone Rainbow hopped up off the cloud and hovered next to Soarin' "So, how about we go to Sugarcube Corner and get all these sappy emotions out of us? Pinkie should be throwing a party or something. You never know what that pink pony is gonna do." She said shaking her head. Soarin' smiled and nodded. "Well, sure, Rainbow, how about a friendly race over there?" "Oh, you're challenging the one and only Rainbow Dash now, eh? Well, flyboy, you're ON!" Soarin' just laughed. Here I am waiting for my sacred true love With these hands that will reach out like a scarecrow Soarin' landed in front of Sugarcube Corner, Rainbow was a-little-tiny-bit-of-a-nose-with-a-feather behind him, as Pinkie would say. "Well, Rainbow, looks like you just got beat." "HA! Fat chance! I was TOTALLY the winner," Rainbow said jabbing her hoof on his chest. Soarin' just snickered at her, "Whatever you say, Rainbow." "Whatever, flyboy, lets go eat, I'm STARVING!" When you love something, they set it free If it don't come back, it wasn't meant to be I destroy everything I touch Even things I love too much I am cursed with these hands They will never understand I don't want to let you go Incomplete and all alone After Soarin's and Rainbows adventures in Sugarcube Corner, Soarin' couldn't help but wonder if he still liked Rainbow. Sure, they were together for a year, but he wasn't sure. Him and Spitfire weren't really... dating? I guess just friends with benefits. Hell, he lost his appetite for a lot of things. What disturbed him the most, was how much he hadn't eaten an apple pie. It seemed like Soarin' was spiraling down life. He was cursed with his hooves, he destroies everything he touches. "So, Soarin' it seems to be getting late, we should head home." "Yeah, I guess." Rainbow smiled, "Soarin, you will always have me as a friend, ya know? I'll always lend a helping hoof." Soarin' gave a weak smile. "I guess, Rainbow... thanks." Rainbow nuzzled his head "No prob, look, maybe we can hang out next week? Say.. Saturday?" "Sure." Both pegasi departed, saying their farewells. Soarin' went to go and think at his house. I destroy everything I touch Even things I love too much I am cursed with these hands They will never understand I don't want to let you go Incomplete and all alone Soarin' arrived home and he went up to his bedroom to lay down and think. 'Rainbow is so amazing, I wish confidence could come to me like that, I guess shes one special pony to be able to put something up like that,' he started thinkming more and more about her. 'She is kind of cute, with her tone body and rainbow mane, and that exotic cutie mark. A patch of cloud with a red, yellow, and blue lightning bolt... perfection.' Soarin' shook his head 'Dude, what are you THINKING? She likes you as a friend, nothing more. I wish she did though, it'd be nice.' Soarin's ears drooped down. He just ran circle on with hooves on his bed, thinking. Uh oh uh oh I'm incomplete and all alone Uh oh uh oh That was when Soarin' relised. Maybe.... she DID like him more than a friend? Unsure on how to act if he didn't like her more than that. Soarin' got up and walked downstairs, got out a big apple pie and ate. After eating, he went back up to his bedroom to think more on the subject. He fell asleep thinking of Rainbow... "I don't want to let you go.." I don't want to let you..... go....