I think I know the real reason? · 11:41am Jun 15th, 2023
I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a psychologist and I won't claim to know the real reason why this has happened... But it also occurs to me that for the past several years, I've been writing beautiful love stories between small equines... Stories that are pretty much the exact opposite to what I can now recall! Stories about partners actually caring about one another and being there so they're never alone! Stories about challenges faced and overcome in various relationships because both parties would own up to their own mistakes and work together to make each other happier! In other words: I wrote about the way love really should be! And it really perplexes me too, because I can't get any of that back directly in my own mind anymore! It's actually quite frustrating... I no longer feel like I'm really "complete" anymore honestly... I feel like something is missing...