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Dear Starlight Glimmer,
so you got my message, that's good. I'm not sure why I'm writing you... I shouldn't. I just feel I have to. Isn't this strange? I'm just feeling very bad lately... Ever since that letter by that persistent mare who acts like she is my friend, even though she isn't... And never will be... I don't care about her. She is the reason why I have nightmares... Ever since her dumb, stupid, good for nothing LETTER. I don't care about her, she doesn't deserve to be my friend... She isn't. She isn't... And she never will be...
I don't remember the nightmares after waking up... But I know they were there... My head hurts when I wake up at morning and I always sweat. What is it? Why is it doing this? Why is my dumb mind doing this? I just want it to stop... Tell me, Starlight. Tell me how I can stop these nightmares. I will never write you again, but I need to know how to make it stop.
Tell me. I expect an answer from you. And if you don't answer, my next letter won't be so nice...
Cozy Glow
Short, yet interesting. Its always hard to Control such emotions
This letter is good and really sad. She try to tell about her problems, but it is not so easy. I hope this filly will be okay.
Damn, I'm not sure if they can make any more progress with her unless they let her out, but I doupt that will happen now.
Ooh! So it was Moondancer who 'triggered' Cozy? I thought it possible but thought more on the CMC going against the grain by showing no mercy nor compassion compared to the other authors.
We now have a very conflicted Cozy Glow. She 'wants' to maintain her 'I'm better than any pony else!' attitude and feeling of 'supremecy'. However it may actual be finally coming to be that reality is hitting and hitting hard thanks to isolation coupled with the show of determined care by Moondancer.
I wonder if Starlight may send her the 'comfort blanket' she has with a reply of only 'this will give you your answer'. It would be very cryptic but would drive Cozy nuts as to why a 'comfort blanket' would solve her question. (The theory I just thought up is, if this would be the case, is the blanket would relate back to her and Starlight's first encounter along with, after awhile, perhaps realizing the 'comfort' / 'softness' it provides is what 'kindness' and 'friendship' are)
I liked how this letter was written. You can feel how frustrated, confused, angry, and determined Cozy is for answers but also how afraid she is to show signs of weakness.
Now she's really struggling.