I hate how every time I'm posting a blog on here it's always dealing with my feelings, I wish for once I could post a story and maybe say something worthwhile for once. But, I really just don't know what to do these days. I seem to feel depressed more and more often, and so very little seems to make me feel better. I'm so sorry to all of you that I've pretty much stopped writing, but I can barely convince myself to continue on with my existence, much less write a story about something.