It's just really hard to talk to people, let alone make jokes. Even my own actions and words can get misunderstood because everyone is different. I hate feeling lonely.

And I have an idea of what it's going to be like. Minecraft story mode

Yeah, I admit to it.

This website is not good for my mental health and it fucking stupid that I keep going on. It is my fault on how people feel about me, also I don't get along with a lot of people on site anyway. The only reason I keep trying to make this work is because I'm self centered, so I am going to try to keep my distance and I move on to websites that I feel more comfortable with.

I'm sorry that I make you guys feel like you are losing your mind. Anyway,

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I guess making controversial statements, insulting people, treating people not as well, all the whining, refusing to take advice, is why people are not fans of me.

What is bad about thinking that Minorities are different but the same as me and knowing that they have their own issues to deal with? Also thinking that Anti-Political Correctness just downplays the issues that they have? I don't care if someone is a minority but I also acknowledge what they are too. Anti-Political Correctness people are weird. 😐

I think I'm at that point now that I realized that a lot of people are just insane in their own way and too negative for their own good. And because of that, I'm too fatigued to really care about the things that keep happening nowadays. Life is just too short to take things too seriously, they will always be people who are insane in their own way and too negative for their own good. Having a more laid back and easy going attitude is the way to go in life, not the insanity of the world. Anyway,

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I have had covid since mid April, I took a covid test today and I tested negative. It feels damn good that I don't have it anymore

2004 to 2013, I was living in the part of Kansas that was really close to the 2017 path. Back in 2017, I was living in the part of Arkansas that was really close to the 2024 path and I live in Arkansas until 2020. 2020 to now, I'm back living in the part of Kansas that was really close to the 2017 path again.

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And I think it's time for me to give up. I really don't get along with so many people on this site and yet I keep trying to make this work because I want to talk to people that I'm familiar with. My time on FIM is a big failure in a lot of ways and It was a mistake to stay on this site as long as I did.