I hate fighting with my own brain · 6:57pm Mar 30th, 2021
I like to maintain whatever hyper-fixations I have at the time. I like having something to focus on. If the fixation fades then I kinda just float in a semi-depressive limbo until I find something else to fixate on. I like to cling to the happy chemical.
I somehow managed to finish out a chapter thanks to some inspiration and music. So. Yay.