Hmmmmm · 9:42am Nov 18th, 2020
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
Tell me, what do you live for? Is it for work? For study? Or is it for the important things? Pleasure, art, friends, family, love? Do you live to work? Or do you work to live?
I’m not dead yet!
I’m pretty sure at least. My doctor recently told me that I was the sickest patient she’s ever had and that I almost died in late 2017. Luckily I’m getting better now.
I haven’t been on here in like... 6-7 months or so. Even though I have some stuff that I wrote and watnot.
I should probably post it, and maybe a summary of what I had planned before I unknowing yeet outta here.
My dad loves Hallmark Christmas movies, even when it isn't anywhere near Christmas time. I've started to notice a pattern with some of them.
Tell me if you've seen this one before...
Hard working City Girl works for Big-Biznus Corp. It's almost Christmas, but City Girl doesn't have any family to go home to because she's career-focused City Girl. So Big-Biznus Corp decides to send her on a biznus trip to some remote small town location for biznus reezuns.
Well, I finally got another chapter of White Lie finished. It isn't even very long. However, I've got a new schedule that I'll be keeping that will help with getting chapters out on a more frequent basis.
My sincerest apologies for making y'all wait for over a year. Heck, it may have been long enough now that a reread might be necessary. I know I needed to reread it before writing, soooo... yeah. Luckily it's still pretty short.
Anyway, enjoy!
So, after last week's blog post, I figured I should update you all on what's happening in my life and with the story. More below!
I'm going to be honest.
I'm utterly broken.
My will and motivation and self control have been shattered. I'm not entirely certain why, but the series of events in my life over the last 3 years have been extremely difficult on me mentally and emotionally.
I'm sorry that it has taken me so long to get around to writing anything in any of my stories. I have so many ideas, but I just... can't seem to break myself out of this thick mental fog.
I just binged Dragon Maid, and it very frequently reminded me of how much I want to be a father.
Like... that's my biggest dream. To be a dad. A good dad.
That's not too weird is it?
Well, if it is, I don't care. One day, I'll be a dad, and I'll be the best dad.
I really want that.
My life has this thing that it likes to do where, whenever I have plans to do something or be productive it likes to throw random things at me that obliterate those plans.
For example, last night, as I'm about to write the chapter (which I do have at least planned now, btw, so there was SOME progress at least):
1 - My roommate pushed me into binging the entirety of FLCL in one go. (Let's just say that's not a good show to watch tired. Thinking becomes difficult.)
I'm committing to finish a chapter of White Lie's story today (within the next 24 hours). Hold me to it, y'all!
I haven't written anything in a VERY long time, and I really need to start starting things again. Always the most difficult part.
Also, I want to get back to White Lie and Angel ASAP because that's a story that needs told.
Anyway, motivation start!
I've always seen them the first way. However, I've noticed recently that some people see it the second way.
How do you see it?
UPDATE:
I did some research, and in the show we get this:
Have I been seeing their ears wrong THE WHOLE TIME!?!?