Jan
20th
2023
I give up. · 4:58pm Jan 20th, 2023
I've upset three users that needed my help with something and all I did was made them mad at me because of my selfishness and careless actions towards their feelings and kindness.
In fact, I've done that with everyone who needed my help and took their kindness for granted without caring about the consequences. I don't deserve to be considered a good person.
That's why I've decided to give up on not just writing or role-playing, but life in general.
Not just in Fimfiction, but in other areas like Reddit and life as a whole. I'm going to log off of Fimfiction and Reddit permanently.
Maybe everyone will be better off without me.
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Heroic412227 · 359 views
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#Self-hatred
#Misdeeds
#Irredeemable
#Fimfiction
#Reddit
#Selfishness
#Heartlessness
#Carelessness
#Writing
#Role-playing
What happened?
I highly doubt that you're that horrible of a person. Going off the times we’ve talked, I haven't found you "horrible" whatsoever.
Leave the internet if it's what you think is best, but please don't "give up on life in general." I sincerely hope that phrase doesn't mean what I'm afraid it does.
5709786
I willing wanted to help them of my own volition as well as accepted their help as well. But I kept drifting off to other things with little to no help given to them and ignoring/forgetting about them. That's the reason why this happened.
5709792
Dude, come on, you're not a "horrible" person. Also,
Please tell me you don't mean what I think you mean...
5709793
I'm not going to commit suicide. I've already done enough damage and caused enough pain to everyone, but I'm not sure if it'll make things better if I did so.
Sorry for saying that.
5709790
You mean suicide?
5709794
Okay, don't scare us like that. I know you're a good person deep down.
5709796
Thank you, but I'm not actually a good person due to my actions and behavior.
5709797
We all make mistakes in life. But that doesn't make us inherently bad. It's called being human. Stop talking about yourself like that, Heroic. You mean well, and I respect that about you.
5709798
Thanks.
5709798
I know that we all make mistakes because we're human, but it's not an excuse for people like me doing it constantly and knowingly with no sense of respect for others' kindness and feelings like I did in Reddit. I asked someone for help with something and they agreed to help me out of genuine kindness and similar experiences with me in terms of writing.
But I took them for granted without helping them or role-playing with them at all. And now they hate me for my selfish actions and stopped role-playing because of me.
I'm not trying to victim blame anyone for my own actions as I'm the one who caused that to happen in the first place. Not them.
I genuinely appreciate your kind words and drive to help me see the good I have. I'm not trying to be ungrateful, but I'm just saying that I need to learn to take responsibility for my actions and realize how far I've fallen for years regardless of my intentions and how much I've meant well.
Again, I love that you and others want to help me. I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not the victim. I'm the one who caused all of this to happen.
Stay strong
Ayo what
5709812
What's wrong?
i am here for you
Stay you’ve been a good friend to me, and I would miss you.
Dude dont
Sit down and relax dont take everything people say to heart
Breah and try find a middle spot and relax ok talk to some one you have fans here talk to them
5709820
what everyone else has been saying
You cannot control what someone else does, but you can control your own choices; always remember that at the end of the day, you are the way you choose to be in life.