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Joseph Raszagal


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  • 557 weeks
    I'm Worried

    I'm trying very hard to continue posting, but I'm in the middle of alcoholism / finding a place to stay.

    To all of my readers, whomever you might be. I'm sorry. I never intended this to be so difficult.

    I'm in a really weird place right now. And I can't even promise that it'll get better. Suffice to say, homeless. No worries though, I still have a job.

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  • 560 weeks
    Lotta Blog Entries This Month

    And once again, this one comes courtesy to you of two Four Lokos and a variety of Seagram's randomly flavored girlie drinks (even if they're not really girlie, shut up, we're not going to get into that argument; drink whatever you want).

    Today (or tonight, I don't really know right now) I'd like to talk about this video:

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  • 560 weeks
    Stop and Go

    Sometimes it feels like there's a motor inside of us, an engine that'll throttle up or down depending on how we're feeling. As the pistons slow, we feel like getting them to speed back up and rev into the next gear will take longer and longer, requiring stretches of straight road ahead that we just can't see. The miles pass us by, the gas tank gets closer to empty, and that feeling continues to

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  • 561 weeks
    Oddities Abound

    I've had some PMs lately that really piqued my interest.

    Specifically, whether or not I'm really fucked-up when I'm writing this.

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  • 562 weeks
    Life Happens

    For really reals, I'm working on getting the next chapter of Psychedelica - Pastel Ponies out within the week, I just need to get my new job and psyche evaluations all in order before my schedule ends up even more of a clusterfuck than it already is. The OpenOffice document is staring at me right now and is mostly done, with the major exception of the editing process to ensure that I

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Jun
3rd
2013

Mental Stability and Ponies · 8:12pm Jun 3rd, 2013

Short blog entry today, yo.

I'm just wondering how best to convey a fragile mind through narrative exposition. People tend to think schizophrenia works only in the extremes, which isn't really the case, but I'm struggling to think how best I can portray a high-functioning schizophrenic pony (most likely from a first-person perspective, mind you).

Because being climbing-up-the-walls crazy is easy, but anchoring yourself down to what society calls "sane" despite your mental fragility is hard. Really, really hard.

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Well for the benefit of the doubt; there r no such things as ponies that fly or should I say unicorns, but hey they're still awesome and i don't hear the massies judging ones imagination so meh.. :/ .. SANE!! Is just wht others put themselves into.. Maybe they wanna feel better than others.. Or maybe they're just dicks.. Im guessin on the 2nd one.. But oh well :)

I suppose we could prattle back and forth about how one should never really view someone (or anyone) as "crazy", but it is a concept grasped by the world at large, so that's how I worded it. Taking into consideration how others might feel about the usage of words like "insane" and "psychotic", I guess proceeding with maximum political correctness in mind would be the nicest way to go about things, but walking on eggshells just hasn't ever been one of the tracks that I think along. Besides, I've always felt like there was a certain feeling of fakeness surrounding the people that do actively avoid the subject with overt political correctness, you know?

And now I'm rambling! :pinkiehappy:

To finish all of that... I'm not going to summarize it at all and am instead going to reply to the first thing you said. Yes, there are no colorful, talking horses. That knowledge makes me a sad panda.

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