Vanilla Mocha taught me something · 6:34pm Jan 2nd, 2017

If you don't know who she is, she was a friend of mine who left fimfic. Albeit not close, still a friend.

Anyways, remember when I said that I was gonna leave fimfic? Like, on the 27th? Well, the Lore wasn't even planned then, because I was so mad at one person that I figured that I'd just leave without saying goodbye. Then after that I realized 'oh yeah, the 27th is my birthday. Another year older', and my mind just thought about saying goodbye on that day. But for some reason, I knew I couldn't go. That's why I started up the CorruptedGX lore. I just wanted to hide behind it, and I realized that this was a cowardly thing to do. Anyways, that's beside the point. I watched Coffee Pony's video, and it said something about her spreading her wings and flying away from fimfiction. That made me reflect on myself, and I came to realize something- I've already gained my wings. The part I'm having trouble with is leaving the nest to start somewhere else. I've done my job here fimfic. No matter how many meme posts I make, no matter how I try to get you to pay some attention to me, I know that to all of you, I'm just a broken toy at this point. All I literally do on fimfic now is sit here and post memes while talking to Galletita and probably annoying the hell out of her. I used to do so much more. I remember that I started this thing called the Comment Quartet because there were four people who always commented on my cringiest story ever. Never read 'It's been so long' because it's cringe and I've read some rage reviews about it and they get me raging at it. However, that's beside the point. I just used to do things like that to make the website a cheerier place, but it seems like doing things like that has come to a close once and for all. All I do is make stupid jokes with SoundCloud memes. I'm going downhill.

Anyways, putting an end to this blog, I would like to thank Vanilla Mocha for teaching me a new lesson about growing up. Here's a link to her YouTube channel which she shares with her boyfriend, Icy the Charmander. Now, will I be leaving the website? No, not at this exact moment. But what am I gonna do then? Well, I'll tell you what I'm gonna do- I'm gonna damn well think about being another year older, and growing up.

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