Writing coming slowly · 6:35pm Dec 2nd, 2017
Only really added like 200 words since last blog. Still progress but its slow. I haven't really written anything cause my mom told me that I'd have an appointment with vocational rehab today- December 2 for the last week and a half and since I tend to focus entirely on the thing that will ruin my week and cause me a lot of stress super hard that's what unfortunately my mind's been hyperfocused on.
Called her today since she's been out and oops she meant it was January 2 and said that to everyone else but me. Every time I asked she said December.
But the last time I met one of the workers there to talk about my plan for my life and all that they told me outright to aim super low and it ruined my month. And while I really like having a sort of safety net and being on disability because getting on it was ungodly difficult, it hasn't always been the greatest time.
But on another note, I'm going to try and write a sex scene in my story. It's TwiPie and it will get Pinkie out of being a dude, And also it features Luna in a comedy role in my head. I have been planning this out in my head for like a few days cause its been a real long time since I wrote an
Once I actually get sleep and get off this stress high/low? then I can focus. Been up for like 2 days cause I didn't know when we would go to the appointment and with them not saying anything I got like four hours of sleep. Stupid long form panic attacks