Journal Entry - Volume 13 - Chapter 18 · 2:57am Nov 23rd, 2019
Dear Diary,
I... I can't believe what happened! Cherry was inside Arc the whole time! She saw... and... and heard everything! Everything I DID... everything SAID! EVERYTHING!!!
Cherry was THERE when I came on to Arc! She saw the look in my eyes! Probably even smelled my... you know.
I wouldn't have blamed her if she hadn't just wanted to knock me right through a window right then and there! But... but she didn't. Cherry seemed almost HAPPY that I was trying to seduce her stallion-friend! To take him to bed with me! But in the end, she only wants him to be happy! If she had been mad, I wouldn't feel so bad for what I did!
Arc... he's always treated me so well since I met him! While I was always afraid to say anything, this whole seduction magic thingie really made that part about saying something easy! I never told anyone before, but I really do want to be with Arc! Whenever he comes in for cupcakes, I feel like... like... it's really hard to describe, but... really warm and happy inside! Is this love?! It has to be!
If I could have one wish, it would be for Arc to hold me as I sleep! I know Cherry might not like that! But it's the truth! I care for him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much! And I'd be willing to spend the rest of my life trying to bring smiles to his wonderful face!
Diary... you know me! That I've never felt this way about ANYPONY before! Arc is... he's perfect! Like Twilight! I know she likes him a lot and all! And she's my friend! Both her and Arc are! My brain tells me Twilight and Arc deserve one another! That she could please him better than I! But my heart is telling me to GO FOR IT!
And then there's Derpy! She and Arc have been though more than he and I have! That and they have a foal together! Kinda. Can I really take Arc away from them?! Should I?!
Twilight...
Cherry...
Derpy...
...please forgive me for being so selfish...
Love is complicated sometimes.
