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Badwolf1175


''I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words; I scatter them in time and space … a message to lead myself here.''-Rose. The new profile pic is by RiverMoon

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  • 82 weeks
    I am back

    Hello guys so I am back. I am still here and check up on things. I hope everything has been good. I will tell you the truth O am having trouble with my life right now. I am going to stay here and logged in. I am going to stay. I don't know if I have the ability to keep writing but I will try to get to writing when things settle down.

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  • 120 weeks
    I am alive still!

    I am still alive and have not forgotten about this place. I have actually been feeling like coming back however right now I am looking for a job or I will be forcibly removed from my home so pretty high stakes but still I am still working on all of that and now there’s good news too. I have gotten my very new gaming PC which means I can make YouTube videos again. I used to make YouTube videos

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  • 145 weeks
    Hey everyone. I am just making a quick update.

    I have and haven’t been doing to well recently. I had a lot of anxiety attacks recently due to stress but I am keeping myself largely busy for the most part with games. I plan on recording some games maybe and posting them on YouTube and as for my stories I really really want to write again but I know I can’t under the current condition I am in and so please wait for a bit. I am also getting

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  • 154 weeks
    I am alive.

    Hello everyone. I have been gone for quite a while now and it’s because I am trying to work on my life and personal problems. I have been trying to get things together and get everything ready. It has not worked out so well. I know I have failed all of you and I promise I don’t plan on leaving forever but I need time to get my life together. I look back here and worry about how I failed you all.

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  • 182 weeks
    Update.

    So let's just talk about my stories. I am planning more for clever like a fox and others but sadly as I have said it will come out in short content bursts and I am planning a new story but it will have to wait. I am at a stand still because of the lack of content I have been putting out regarding my YouTube videos as well but a new law can come into affect that could be damaging to my channel but

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Jan
18th
2020

What a seizure is like. · 2:02am Jan 18th, 2020

I have a medical condition called Epilepsy and my condition is severe Epilepsy. I have seizures that could kill me normally or used to be normally until I got meds for my Epilepsy. So you guys are probably wondering what a seizure is. Well it's when you're brain overloads it's own signals and shut down without warning. The obvious negative impact is that the person you once were is no longer there. Until you wake up after your brain restarts but in the worst case scenario you're brain will never restart and at that point you are dead and you won't even know it. If you do wake up you will be hostile to everyone no matter how there connected to you but don't worry you will have a set time for this to happen as you will realize that theses people are your friends and family but again you will be completely hostile towards everyone. The most accurate description I can give is from when this happened to me is this description.

I have epilepsy so I am use to it by now. In a lot of ways it's like a quick and painless death. Like you were here one minute and gone tge next type of deal incept you come back after a few minutes.

Now of course this is only me covering a severe case of epilepsy like mine but there are less severe case of epilepsy that aren't as dangerous but still are really bad. I wrote this because someone wanted to know about seizures and I decided that I would just make it into a blog.

Comments ( 5 )

Yeah, I have encountered it and it's not good. I feel bad for people that have epilepsy.

Not fun, not good, but you are alive and we have some good meds on the market for epilepsy! I wish you the best. I think I told you my slew of health problems over the past decade. I feel you man. :duck:

I'm familiar with seizures I had dozens of minor ones when I was small (or so I'm told, I can't remember) they say that occasionally, I still have them in my sleep. I of course don't know if that's true or not for obvious reasons sleep. I've only had one major seizure in my life time, (that I'm aware of). there's nothing more frightening the going to bed, and waking up as your being loaded into an ambulance and having no idea why. I wouldn't wish it on anyone, at all ever. I'm glad you found something that helps dude.

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You will never remember if you have a seizure or not and as for me well my meds only stop my huge seizures but the minor ones go almost unchecked. My meds are also the type of medication that comes with big warning labels you could say. Pretty much my Medication side effects include shut down of my liver which is why my doctors take my blood every time I go in.

Oooof. Wow. Not fun. :fluttershysad:

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