My Cat is Dying... · 4:23am Feb 2nd, 2020
I don't like to talk about my personal stuff on here, but I feel like I need to write it somewhere. So ignore this if you want. I have a cat right? And I have been having him for the past 15 years, so he's old. Really old. Late last year I took him to vet only to find out that his kidneys are failing. I figured...he might have a year or two left on him. But, lately it's been getting worse for him. He's weak. He doesn't eat as much. I can feel his bones whenever I pick him up. He hides, and from what I've heard, cats do that when they're going to die.
And I just looked at his eyes, and they're not right. I don't know if he can even see me or hear me since I was told he was losing his sight and hearing.
And just looking at how his eyes are...I think he might be closer to death than I had though. I'm crying as I'm trying to write this...and it's hard...I want the tears to stop...I don't want him to go. Please don't Go Ben (That's his name)...please don't go. This past Christmas was his last. His past Birthday was his last. I won't seem alive during the summer, or this Christmas...I don't want him to go. Please oh please oh please god no....I...Don't want him to go...
please make the tears stop...
I was 20, 21? I had a cat that was 18 when we had to put him down because of kidney failure... It felt like I was losing my little brother.
I like to think he's reliving a highlight reel of the best times, all the time... After. Remember the best, and think "Good run... Good run. Highscore, lil' Dude"
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Thank you...and just so you know, my cat passed away this morning. He died in my arms. I can't believe he won't be around anymore. It felt like he was trying to fight it and stay alive...
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I know, Bandit looked at me like, "M-make it s-stop..." And the lights went like a 50's tv... that was years ago and it.. s-still hurts.
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Well, I was told that Time is the ultimate magician, so i'll see how it goes for me, but I don't think it go so well. I can still see my cat and how his eyes were...