Blog Post #18 · 10:23pm Feb 29th, 2020
You know what sucks?
When you've gone a month when you realize you haven't even thought about something that used to be your pride and joy project.
If you're wondering where Textbook Soldier is, well, there you go. Do I plan on stopping it outright? No. But it may be awhile before anything happens with it again. I literally just don't know where to go at this point and it's infuriating. But, my life has been taken with things like Reenacting and D&D lately. That's been the focus of most of it. Also, school and life is just... yeah. Anyway. I got my rifle for reenacting. M1 Garand. It's great and it's beautiful and I love it. Everyone wants me to do the ping.
I've also started doing things with an armor group. I think I've already mentioned that, but I don't know. I'm just sorta perpetually tired at the time and I feel like I disassociate real hard. Life feels like I'm watching a movie or a show, rather than living it myself. I hate it, but I don't know what to do with that.
Also, money is hard. I'm trying to move out, but that's gonna be a pain. I owe money on things, too. I'm not behind or anything, but I'm definitely not making good progress on paying it back. Not any progress I like, at least. Trying to pay it off sucks all the money away from what I want to do with my life, so that makes it even more annoying. I like my job, but it's not paying enough. But I don't have many options for employment while at school. My current class schedule limits me in that way.
A N Y W A Y.
I'm still here. Still around. If you wanna hang, I've got a Discord server. If you're interested in getting into reenacting or talk about history with me, feel free to join.
See y'all around, hopefully.
I'm familiar with a lot of that stuff. Especially having money problems, which really sucks. Hope you're having fun with D&D. Getting into it can be tricky, but really rewarding and fun with the right group.