Drama Queen · 3:40pm Mar 27th, 2021
In retrospect, the first day stats aren't that bad for me. It's just the first day flood of downvotes is sometimes a little much to deal with. The long tail of these stories is invariably extremely positive, and I'm glad they have an audience.
I know, my sexuality is weird, especially because it's all locked up in my own head1. But I was into curvy cartoon horses way, waaaay before it was cool, so I think you all are stuck with me. And there's a nagging part in the back of my brain that tells me I could do work of a higher caliber.
And first, fuck that voice. Second I am working on work of a higher caliber; it just takes a really long time. Sometimes I just want to set that perfectionism aside and write dumb, grotesque porn from the depths of my heart. And why shouldn't I?
I don't know. I still sound defensive. My point is I don't want to sound ungrateful to the people who do like my work. That's really what I'm trying to say. THANK YOU is what I'm trying to say.
Though this incident has made be feel peevish enough to want to finish up my story Twisted. Which is about pee. As the central element. The pony porn police will positively piss themselves over that perverted parable.
Which is kind of the idea.
1 Not that I need to get laid, smart ass. It's when I do it doesn't make me any less of a basket case. Slightly more so, actually.
