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eiiiiieiiiieee I adore you all, my followers! hugs for all, from Doodl3rIt's delayed o(；△；)o · 7:51am Jul 11th, 2021
Sadly, I won't be publishing it today. I'm taking my time with this semi-long read.
Why today? Today is July 11th, National loneliness day- cheer up the lonely. I felt it really fits the story. Anyway, have a great day! sorry for the wait! You can stop reading because I'm about to vent...
I lost everything on my Instagram. A week ago, I made the impulsive decision to make all 199 of my followers... unfollow me. Since then, I lost a good friend of mine; they don't like me for doing such a stupid thing- I lost the hard work I've put into gaining such a following, I don't have anyone to talk to... only a few people followed me again. Even though 199 is a small number to some... I will never be well known. That number meant the world to me and now I'm back to square one. Honestly, I just hoped to write something great and have some recognition but for someone with a mental detriment, this requires to ignore the elephant in the room. I'm going to constantly remind myself, that this story I put all my frustration and problems into will be ignored and stupid. Wanting to get some recognition while staying quiet. I'm annoying myself. I'm probably annoying to you. I thought publishing my first story to get it over with would've been a smart move... I drove a lot of people away. Driving people away is what I do best. My followers, my potential readers.
What am I even talking about again?
Sorry. Bye bye.
yay national loneliness day!
oh, and you do have someone to talk to, and that person is me. i'm always willing to listen.
Yeah, most of the time I'm online. You know since you're helping me with one of my stories, I'd be happy to help out a friend by listening to what they're dealing with. My advice might be misinterpreted sometimes but I try my best to give it if it's needed. So I'm all ears if you just want to talk. Sorry, you're feeling bad. This might be what you consider a dark time right now, but cheer up I'm sure in the future things will turn around. All you need is support and don't be afraid to ask for it.