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Ninjadeadbeard


Writing is just pain leaving the spirit...

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  • 79 weeks
    Well. This is new. And horrible.

    I’ll be candid and short, since my typing is currently compromised by lack of computer and a ventilator that makes voice-to-chat darn near impossible.

    UPDATE:

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  • 80 weeks
    Another Month, Another Update

    It feels somewhat hyperbolic to open with "EVERYTHING IS WORSE NOW", but here we are.

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    18 comments · 622 views
  • 87 weeks
    Collab and Signal Boost!

    Recently, the Kirin Fans of Cuteness group performed a story exchange, and I was a participant! Hooray!

    Then my symptoms got worse! Bleh!

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    3 comments · 297 views
  • 91 weeks
    Life Update: Things Suck Bad (rereading everything to get back to writing though!)

    It's... been a bit hasn't it? I really shouldn't leave people in the dark so long. But when it's sometimes this dark, I just have to stare at a wall and wonder if any of my (lovely, wonderful, marvelous) watchers really care to hear what's going on.

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    18 comments · 541 views
  • 100 weeks
    Update: Monkey's Paw

    "Boy, I know the oncologist said before that he expects the surgery to happen within 2 to 3 weeks, but I hope not. I'd want to be able to move around at least for my birthday. Gee, I wonder what the surgeon is going to say today..."

    And the Monkey's Paw clenches.

    GENERAL WARNING. Moroseness and details on bad cancer stuff incoming.

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30th
2022

Thank You · 6:36am Jun 30th, 2022

For all the kind words and warm wishes on my last (somewhat dire) post. Thank you. I'm not sure what else to say, without turning into a blubbering, emotional mess. Knowing that people care really means something.

Sorry for the delay on responding. I was a little overwhelmed, and have been slowly grinding my way through Byzantine Healthcare Bureaucracy. It's been a bad couple of weeks for my patience, at the very least. I'm trying to get back to writing, since it provides some kind of a distraction and a relief to me, but you also all know I have a hard time starting.

Will keep y'all in the loop. Peace.

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Comments ( 7 )

Be cool, be ok.

Don't you worry. I will keep praying for you that, in Jesus' name, you will be healed.

Take care and stay strong.

For the paperwork, read everything, ask for help when needed like for explanation, don't assume anything, keep ALL the copies, get them organized and don't procrastinate on getting any files or filling documents.

You got this, don't give up.

it's awful that you have to deal with the bureaucracy on top of the disease itself. never be sorry for delays, just do what you need to for yourself, and best of luck with everything

go get em champ.

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