Okay so that's out of the way. You're probably wondering about that title. Well on one end I was watching the original MLP movie the other night with my best guy friend and of course this being my "blessed" time of the month, he wisely came bearing my "please don't murder me" package he brings me every 3 or so months (disclosure: mine aren't regular because of birth control) and sat with me while I chose the entertainment and games. Thankfully I was wise this day to choose ponies (due to our

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I've been experiencing what I would call a Blue Period. Like, Cerulean Blue. Like, I hate walking around and talking to my family and being a person Blue Period. And I couldn't figure out what to do about it.

Now I can.

I need to cry. I haven't cried in... If memory serves me properly, five-ish years. I need to cry, and I can't do it. If you guys have any, legitimate, ways to induce sadness and tears, be sure to let me know. I need to get it out.

Thanks.

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And I gotta say, I feel a little better. Still grey, but in a different, more bearable way. It was kinda refreshing, even if it wasn't a full-out, hiccuping and shaking kind of cry. Still, it got a bit of something out of me, so there's that.

If you're curious, I got there through a series of songs (Lullaby for a Princess, I am Octavia, Wings, and Mirror, Mirror). I really need to cry more often.

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The summer is a good time to try it since I have a lot of free time. During school, there's only 4 minutes between each class, but there's not enough time to use the bathroom since everyone walks so fucking slow. I like tampons for dancing and pads for sleeping and school, but I want to try the cup to see how much I bleed in a day. Plus I can go longer without changing a cup and when I don't have enough time to change at school, I start to smell pretty rank.

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Sittin here, Moonlight's on my tum She's soo warm and purring! She's really helping her mama by relieving my painful cramps. Plus she's bigger so her still little body is covering half of my side. I feel like shit...but my kitten and my Netflix are helping a lot (along with some real strong painkillers....needless to say...I'm a bit high on 1 and 1/2 painkillers.)....DAMN THIS TIME!!!!!

As if life wasn't complex enough, I am like most people - I buy stuff both out of necessity and also because I want it because it appeals to me. With no appeal, I have no reason to own such stuff, as it would be clutter. However, as sad as I am to admit it, that is the case with me.

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It has all my usual stuff, guys. Vomit, blood, death, ALL OF IT. And... PERIOD BLOOD! It's just want you wanted, right? RIGHT?
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME, RIGHT???????

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I'm either freezing my ass of or marinating in my own sweat. Right now it's the latter. I was supposed to make an announcement today, but thankfully my friend is filling in for me. I was going to talk about how this coming Thursday is Spirit Day. Hope you guys are having a happy Monday!

I've been gone for 2 1/2 days all because of problems with the cable. It went out on Friday afternoon and has now been restored. These problems also affected my viewership of the first My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic episode of the new half of the season. I've heard that one of the great people I've encountered, the great Stellar Bubbles, has resumed Internet activities. I wish her renewed success on the Net. Cox Communications have done a

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Whatever powers that be have decided that I am too sick to halloween today. So, I will be making friends with my bed for a while and probably writing a oneshit or two. You have that to look forward to, if you don't have any plans tonight, you sad, sad, miserable little people you. Hahahahand now I feel bad.
I also wrote a new thing which I'm not even slightly sorry to have created. Actually I'm really sorry. Oh. Dear. God, what have I done.

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It will probably be less painful than these cramps. I took 2 aleves, but they didn't kick in. I look and feel like complete shit. My cramps have never been this bad. I started crying, and I shit till I couldn't shit anymore. My dad saw me crying and gave me a hardcore painkiller that trashy drug seekers at the hospital can only dream of getting. I'm waiting for it to kick in. I just want someone cute to rub my belly It really hurts. I'm glad I'm not pregnant but THIS

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So, since As Time Goes By won the SunsetxEqg villain competition I got to choose the next theme. I didn't need long, having had an idea for a long while.

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I finished some old short stories that I was supposed to finish forever ago. They’re really annoying me sitting in my backlog, so expect a story a day over the next few days. They’re all little bits of fluff and experimental stuff, so admittedly nothing all that grand.

It was pretty good. If I puke I'll know for sure it's from the sandwich and not because I'm pregnant. I'm gonna get some more sun. It's freezing in here.

No, really, I can. Even when I haven't had much of anything to show for it lately, I'm writing and that does mean that I haven't quit. I've never been the best at using these blogs to connect to people like other users on the site, but if you had been worried that I had forgotten something, downgraded to a lurker, or something else, then I haven't. What I have been doing is working on packing and everything else that comes with a move, and have been working on various tasks for this over the

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I will revise it later on when I'm not wanting to scream my head off about how much research I had to do on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. I've seen too much death in one evening.

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