“Do knights naturally know how to dance? Am I making a big leap of logic here by assuming they do? Do you know how to dance? Could you tell me? Please?”
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“You stupid pony… You promised! You promised me! What am I going to do?”
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“If not that, then how about the third chapter? What did you think of that? Please tell me what you think. Please?”
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“I didn’t run away. I wanted to. Celestia knows I wanted to. That didn’t seem fair to you, though. This is never what I wanted. It shouldn’t have gone like this. Please, I miss you.”
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“Oh Celestia. Please help him. There is so much more I wanted to say. Do you know I got his letter before I found out? I was so excited and then… well, you know all about it, don’t you? Please, our story can’t end like this. This wasn’t how it was supposed to end at all.”
The voice was familiar and sweet but filled with sorrow and regret. The words were quiet whispers at best. I inhaled softly and the scent of roses filled my senses. It was a nice balance to the aches I felt all over. My eyes opened and I was immediately blinded by lights above me. There was an angelic face over me. Clearly, I had never made it off the train. Then I heard her gasp.
“Doctor! Doctor, come quick! He’s awake!” Crystal Wishes shouted.
I smiled at her. At least I think I did, since I was pretty groggy. “Hello beautiful,” I muttered.
“And he is delirious!” she added.
I was vaguely aware of the doctor and a horde of nurses coming in to poke and prod me. I hurt all over.
“Sergeant, do you know your name?” the doctor asked.
“Silent Armor,” I replied.
He shook his head. “Try again.”
“Shining Knight," I said.
Again with the head shake.
“Silent Knight?”
The doctor nodded and said, “That is right. You’re Silent Knight. Do you know where you are?”
“No clue.” My head lulled a bit as I started to look around to get my bearings.
“Try?” the doctor urged.
My sluggish brain started to work. “Probably not a gryphon hospital. They typically don’t employ pony doctors,” I said as the fogginess in my head started to slowly evaporate.
Without any warning, memories flooded back. Battle! We were in a battle! I bolted up right. As I did, my vision went black. A hoof rested on my chest, urging me to lay back.
“Easy there, Sergeant. You’re banged up pretty bad, but you’re quite the fighter. You made it across the sea, got patched up in Baltimare, and now you’re home in Canterlot. You’ve been out for a while. Welcome back,” the doctor explained.
Canterlot? I was in Canterlot? Of course I was, Crystal Wishes was here. She wasn't in the battle. Was she? No. My heart started to slow to a normal pace.
At least I had missed the voyage back. Injured and seasick would have been awful. “Thanks, Doctor.”
More details started to cut through the haze. Then my heart started to race again. “The princess?!” I gasped. Once more I tried to sit up and was only rewarded by blackness and pain.
I heard Crystal Wishes’s breath catch and she set a hoof on mine. “She is fine. She didn’t have a scratch. Please be still, Silent Knight.”
Relief flooded my senses. The princess was fine. I was fine... relatively speaking. That wasn't it, though. We weren't done. “How many?” I asked.
“What?” Crystal Wishes replied.
My vision started to clear again. “How many did we lose? How is the lieutenant?”
“The lieutenant is fine. His injuries were painful but superficial. He has almost gotten the limp worked out. The doctor says he’ll recover completely… He’ll be so happy to see you. Every day he comes by.” She was stalling, I could tell.
“Crystal, please. How many?”
“Ten in all… most of the gryphons, too,” she whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
One quarter lost plus all of those gryphons. They had been betrayed by one of their own for money. It was atrocious.
The doctor cleared his throat as I brooded. “Sergeant.” He clapped his hooves in front of me. “Sergeant!”
My head shook lightly and I looked up at him. “Yes, sir?”
“You’re going to be in recovery a while. For now, you shouldn’t have too much excitement and we need you to start eating whole food as soon as you can. I realize you’re a soldier, but you’re not immortal. I’ll have a nurse go over the rules.
"Additionally, you might experience something we call combat fatigue. That typically requires counseling. I'll leave some pamphlets."
“Understood,” I said flatly. I’d do as I was told to get better and strong again. That was important. Not for myself, but for those we lost. I doubted I'd need counseling though. Knight's had been able to handle combat for generations. That was for other ponies.
Besides, I had more important things to focus on. Alastair was going to pay. As soon as I was well I’d see to that.
“I’m sorry, Silent Knight. Please, look at me,” Crystal Wishes said from my bedside.
I turned to her, upset, hurt, and furious; eager to lash out. Then I saw her face and her beautiful eyes. The ferocious storm calmed momentarily and, after all, there was no sense in upsetting a lady. At least not this one.
“You’ve been waiting for me to wake up this whole time?” I asked.
She smiled and nodded. “Not just me, though. Everypony. We’ve been taking turns so that one of us would be here when you woke up. Somepony that cares about you has been here every minute since you arrived. Even Princess Luna herself. I have been here most of the time though, because of my flexibility. A pony can write anywhere, after all.”
“Really? That seems like quite a lot of waiting. How long has it been?”
Crystal softly stroked my mane. It sent shivers down my spine. She'd never touched me like that before. “You have a lot of good friends and family who couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. You gave us quite a scare… but you’re stubborn. The doctor told us you didn’t seem interested in… leaving.”
She paused and seemed to be considering whether or not to tell me. Reluctantly, she answered, “A month. A bit longer actually.”
It made me smile to know that the others had been watching over me and that I’d survived. I’m certain that would stick in Alastair’s craw. Pegasi were tough… especially pegasus warriors. I nodded. “Sounds right. Still, work to be done. How bad is it?” I took a moment to look and feel about. I seemed to have all my bits. They hurt but they were there.
It seemed to pain her to say it, but she went through the list. “Multiple fractures in the right wing. A couple of shattered ribs which did some nasty things inside you. You took… I think they called it a bolt near the base of the neck in the back. Several wounds in the body, a nasty blow to the head or two, and bruises all over. I saw your armor and nearly screamed in horror. It was barely together.”
“It probably saved my life,” I said plainly. “Speaking of which, how is it that I’m here? The last thing I remember is separating the train cars.”
“Iridescence said Exemplar Ferrel saved you. She used some sort of teleport spell to pull you back. Her magic then stabilized your wounds. It was miraculous… at least the doctor told me so. He, ah… well, he wasn’t sure you’d ever wake up when you arrived from Balitmare.”
She wiped her eyes and continued, “Exemplar Ferrel was comfortably certain you would. Once you survived Balitmare, anyway. She’s an odd mare… never quite with us in the here and now, but she’s been by to check on you a few times.”
That made little sense, but nothing ever did with the exemplar. I was quite grateful that I had worked out the arrangement for the temple guards to come along, though. Who knows what would have happened if they had not been there. “I’ll have to thank her, then.”
She nodded. “That would be a good idea. Now, if you don’t mind being alone for just a short period of time, I really want to let everypony know you’re up. Winterspear will want to come over immediately.”
I waved a hoof at her. “I’ll keep. Thank you for being here, Crystal Wishes. It is nice to see you.”
She paused before she left. “It is really nice to see you, too.”
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“What happened to not being a hero?” Winterspear asked, pointing at me.
I shrugged. “I wasn’t being a hero. I was the last pony and it was likely I wasn’t going to make it anyway. If I had acted to protect myself, I still probably wouldn’t have made it and a lot more ponies would be in here with me. It was the right call. Simple numbers.”
Winterspear wanted to hit me. I could see it in her face, but she held her hooves in check. There were perks to being injured. “You’re not a number,” she growled.
I reached out and looped a hoof lightly around her shoulders. Weakly, I tugged her in closer. “I know, but I am a soldier. That’s the job. It worked out alright so you can’t be too angry with me. Besides… I’m hurt.”
She laughed bitterly and replied, “Milk it all you can. When it is time for you to start getting back on your hooves, I’m going to wreck you.”
I squeezed her against me. It hurt but I wanted to do it. Then I nuzzled her cheek. “I look forward to it. I’ll be glad to get out of this bed and back to work. It feels like I’m just being a complete leech.”
“Oh, I think you’ve earned it, but I hear you. The doctor said you’ll be able to at least get out of the hospital and on light duty soon. It will be nice having your snoring self back at home,” she said.
“I don’t snore.”
“Listen, little brother. I have sat here for hours while you were out and so has everypony else. There are too many witnesses for you to silence. You snore. Accept it.”
“Fine. Until I have evidence otherwise, I’ll accept that. I still think you’re wrong, though,” I grumbled.
“Oh. So there is one more thing. Your lieutenant and I agreed it was time to do the paperwork for new quarters. Iridescence got your old room. They moved you to bigger quarters more fitting for a first sergeant and I tagged along. It is nice.”
“That’s okay. A room is a room.” I said.
“It is more than a room. First sergeants have nicer quarters. You should have requested them a long time ago.” She leaned in and kissed my cheek. “Okay. I’m going to go. You’ve got a line down the hall to see you. I’ll be back tomorrow.”
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“And the whole thing burst into flame. She is really talented, Runic,” I said.
Runic beamed at me, nodding. “She is a master of labeling. Workplace accidents are at an all time low. She’s cut my insurance rates in half! Anyway, those conflagration potions are pretty handy when you need them.”
“And what exactly do you need them for?” I asked. They were pretty much a weapon, after all.
“Weeding the garden, feisty rats, and the occasional changeling attack. A stallion has a right to defend his rocks, you know.” Runic explained.
I laughed and nodded. “Of course. Are you and Miley spending time together now that she is back?”
Runic shifted. “Yeah. At first, it was awkward and kind of hard on her. I know you all saw… well, you were there. She had to adjust to being back, but she went and saw a counselor so I think she’s okay now. We talked… a lot. We’re experimenting and doing alchemy again. I even asked her on a date. She said yes, of course.”
“Of course.”
“I’m a bit rusty but she is going easy on me. It has been a lot of fun. Most things seem to be back to normal,” Runic mused.
I leaned back against my pillows. “I sure hope so. I’m ready to be back to normal.”
Runic got up and came over to bump hooves with me. “When you’re well enough, I’m going to throw a party for you. I’ll get that fluffy pink dancer that you liked again. See you later, Silent Knight. Get well!”
Great, another forty-five minutes to endure without understanding a word. Oh well. Runic threw the best parties anyway.
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“And now you’re pretty much up to speed,” Iridescence said after going over every detail of what had happened since we’d been back. She had been acting unit sergeant while I was on injury leave.
Sergeant Orchid had passed on the opportunity so she wouldn’t be spending more time away from her family. There was a rumor that she was going to retire. I aimed to talk her out of that.
“It sounds like you’ve kept on top of everything to me,” I said simply. There was a lot Iridescence hadn’t said. It had been all business.
She nodded and grumbled, “Well, you can have it back as soon as you’re well. I’m not sure this is for me. Once you were… well, until the lieutenant was awake, I had to make the tough calls. That may be fine for you but I’m not you. He had a very morbid opinion about everything.”
We sat in silence for a moment and then I scooted over on the bed. Patting the spot next to me, I asked, “What’s on your mind?”
Iridescence slipped carefully onto the bed next to me. She was worried about hurting me, I think. I looped a hoof around her shoulder.
“You just pulled the lock pin out like it was nothing. How could you do that to me? You were going to die,” she murmured.
I ruffled her mane. “It was the best chance to save the princess, you, Russet, and as many ponies as possible. Alastair had me and he wasn’t going to let go. It was simple math.”
Iridescence frowned. “You sound just like the lieutenant. How can the two of you be so confident about dying? It is horrible.”
That made me laugh. So much that it hurt actually. I winced and Iridescence looked at me like I was crazy. “You think I was confident? I was scared. Horribly scared and alone. It felt like when my father had left me in Canterlot, but I did what I had to do to protect my friends. I’d do it again.”
With a sigh, I pushed on, “Listen, I realize not every guard thinks about giving their life. For some ponies it is just a job, but death is always a possibility. The lieutenant and I keep that in the front of our mind so that we can be ready when we have to be. I’d rather it have been me than you or the princess.”
Iridescence hugged me tight. It was painful. “I’m not ready for you to leave. You can’t do that to me, Silent Knight. That just seems so sad. Maybe I’ll be a hard soldier like you someday, but I’m not so sure I want to be. For now, I’ll leave it to you and the lieutenant. Why don’t you come back soon and take over? I need my friend and my first sergeant back.”
Lightly, I bumped my head to hers. “Yeah, as soon as they let me out of here, I’ll be back. Now… unless you’re going to do something for me, get out of my bed. I need to sleep.” Teasingly, I pushed her with both forehooves.
She laughed and got up. “Okay, okay. You want me to send the others home until tomorrow?”
“I hate to do it, but yeah… I’m exhausted and I’d really like to sleep for a while. You don’t think they’ll mind, do you?”
Iridescence shook her head. “For some ponies? Maybe. For you, not at all. Get some sleep.”
Awesome. And i get firdt comment? Almost as awesome
Huh, raises the question of when the exemplar talk will happen. I can see luna doing a bit of mental visitations after hours.
Good. This story needs more explosions. And a high speed aerial chase. And maybe puppies in baskets. You know, for the mares.
Anzel, you got featured! Congrats!
(or i just didn't notice it before....)
Nice chapter. Still want more
Haha that is Epic. And really sweet that she waited for him.
And yet another reason why Runic is one of my favorite supporting characters. Him and Miley are a cute couple too. I hope the poor girl don't have PTSD.. but then again I wouldn't be surprised. Anyway this was a nice chapter and Im glad to see him alive.
Ahhh! :P That was a glorious foray into the land of adventure. :P
He's alive. Great job. Good job with pushing through this arc.
As someone who plans on joining the military when I reach nineteen and is hoping to join the SF, I can say that I share similar sentiments. Even though I'm only sixteen, my choice in career has made me seriously consider and accept that I may very well die at a relatively young age, and what actions and precautions I should keep in place for that possible eventuality. After much contemplation on the matter, all I can really say is that, if I'm going to die, it might as well be a meaningful death.
Ha! You can't keep a good pegasis down! Now to find that damn chicken hawk and ring his neck. But first, we have a life for SK to live. They may just cross paths again. You mentioned in your A/N that you said death perhaps won't not have a role in the story because of SK affiliation with the royal guard. It's a valid point because a good portion of soldiers have seen their fair share of combat related fatalities. I won't be surprised if it happens in this story. While it will be sad to see a character die, I will accept seeing it happen. After all, that is life, especially for a soldier.
Excellent chapter, Anzel, I was much relieved when I read the first few lines. However, if you pull a George R. R. Martin on us, I'm coming after you.
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As someone in the service, I can say that you have already overcome one of the biggest mental hurdles of being a soldier, the rest will just take time, effort, and a lot of self-discipline. Keep that in mind and do your best and you've got it.
5782530 Of course there's every possibility that the acceptance of my death is only because I can't fully comprehend it. Only time and a life threatening situation will tell.
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Quite so. It's all a part of being human.
I wonder where Silent Knights dad is. I know he's a hard ass and not father of the year but this just seems like something he would be there for, or at least for a bit. His only son is almost killed by griffins and might not have made it. I would find it very hard to believe he didn't at least visit. Next chapter i guess.
There we go, though to be completely honest and melodrama free () I'm not really surprised we didn't lose Silent, it just really wouldn't have fit with the tone of the story. In the end though, a not insubstantial casualty count. I look forward to seeing Alastair answer for them.
Heh.
Anyone else says, "Hello Beautiful." Aw, thanks.
Silent Knight says, "Hello Beautiful" Doctor, he's delirious.
5782825 LOL, well... given it is him AND the circumstances ;D
5782797 Yeah, it was a tough balance. I think it worked out for the best... and now we have a villain!
5782776 That is a delicate situation that I didn't want to touch on directly to "darken" the story. I may touch on it later but to sum it up, Stratus Knight's reaction would be akin to, "That is what happens to guards."
5782530 Haha so noted! I don't think I could kill as many ponies as he kills characters.
5782465 You're absolutely right! Tough to put Silent Knight down.
5782400 It is an entirely different mindset to say the least. Knowing that going in is a huge leg up.
5782370 Thank you kindly!
5782258 Certainly so! It was a fun arc to do.
5782253 I'm glad that part is playing well with everyone. I was really excited about it once I wrote it.
5782231 I promise another chapter on Monday ^_^
5782068 Thank you. I always enjoy time in the feature box! New readers for us to interact with!
5782033 We've contracted Michael Bay for the explosions!
5782015 She won't be written out. Ferrel is part of the cast now though not always around.
5782012 Happy seemed like a far better direction for this story =D
5781951 Glad you enjoyed it!
I figuratively had my heart ripped out when Silent did that thing with the carriages. Good to see he's alright.
"Shining Knight."
"Silent Armour."
He sounds like he's trying to come up with the name of a ship!
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5782776
I'm pretty sure we're going to have a scene somewhere in the future where SK's dad ends up getting decked by Silent Knight by unknowingly hitting a nerve about Alton.
Then again, Alton was a character introduced pretty much solely to get chummy with SK before getting killed off, so that might just be me reading into it too much.
5782869
Sweet Celestia's turgid horn, no! Sure, the additional flouncing mares will be nice... For a bit. But I want more than just that. I want explosions AND plot! (Le gaspe! ) I want the lead mare's swoon to mean something, not just that there's a lead stallion somewhere near-
Ferrel: What was that blasphemy?
*Shachza flees!*
And so, the shipping continues, even as the story draw gradually to a close.
Hm.
As promised we have a resolutions to this arc. Very well done, awesome build up and can't wait to see what the future holds for our beloved first Sargent. Now... if you'll excuse me...
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Whooohoooo!
5782869 Yes it was well done. Granted some of us, me included, may have been abit to eager for the angry mob over the cliffhanger when Silent pulled the coupling pin on the traincar, But still, it was a good chapter! cant wait for the next one
I keep trying to figure out who, exactly, is saying the first four lines while Silent is (presumably) slipping in and out of consciousness. I'm guessing Velvet, Winterspear, Crystal, and Iridescence, in that order. Silent gets ALL the mares.
I'm curious to see what kind of an impact this will have on your other story now. I bet the palace was in an uproar for that month while Silent was out. Not to mention what the rest of the country was doing.
And I STILL can't tell if Crystal is into him or not! Obviously he's still got his thing for her, but for the life of me I can't tell if she feels the same way... Can we get just one more chapter from Iridescence so I can finally stop wondering about that? I can guarantee that one conversation between Crystal and Silent narrated by her will answer it.
that had me ROFL, that was great
That was fun, may I have another? Looking forward to more.
Keep up the good work. Deus tecum.
It must be hard for Silent Knight to live up to his name when he snores like a freight train!
Just for the Lols I am Shipping Silent with the LT and also with Ferrel. If the One with the Exemplar happens I am going to laugh my plot off. Anyways Good Chappy, Loved it and look forward to more.
Now I'm all caught up and it's crazy, good kind of crazy.
I feel bad for Silent Knight because mares gives him mixed messages all across this story.
I, for one may be crazy but I ship him with Luna!
Verily, Princess Luna is the best!
Seriously thought, you pulled him of being proper soldier/guard perfectly and he made a would-be sacrifice right even it would have hurt alot of ponies, including Luna at end if he had died.
Good job mate.
5784288 I am really glad to have you reading and appreciate how quickly you caught up! Thank you =D Glad you're enjoying the story!
5784073 Silent Knight and Russet Rook eh? Anything is possible! =D
5783878 In his defense, he was wounded!
5783861 Alas we'll have to wait until Monday. ToH will have an update tomorrow though! ;)
5783634 Truly one of my favorite lines. I'm stoked it went over so well!
5783425 I think Monday's update will clarify a little on the "aftermath." As far as the shipping... SPOILER DANGER April may please many of you.
5783025 Thank you kindly!
5783006 Well, that depends on how you mean. Memoirs is a serial until it is no longer interesting to the fans or to me. I know the ending but there are about 100,000 drafted words between now and when I'd even start down that path. There are several subplots to resolve! If anything, I would certainly call this the end of the first era and the start of the second however. He is obviously not going to be the same pony anymore.
5782991 You want me to pack more mares into this story?! I'm not sure the fans could take it ^_^
5782988 Poor Alton =\ I liked him!
5782917 And who says he isn't ;D
5783948 That was one of the more enjoyable things to write ^_^ glad you liked it!
5782844 In my head they're distant cousins. They're certainly related in some way!
5782685 Thank you for the praise and I'm glad to have you reading! I try to keep the story fairly even and realistic. At least as realistic as someone can with ponies and magic!
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agh! noooo!
hey! everypony! we've been shipping him with the wrong ponies all along!
shining armor X silent knight
5784879 If only that pink mare hadn't gotten to him first!
5784881 nooo...
the pink one!
she must suffer for her crimes!
sir, we must use the tickle cannon.
yes, this situation calls for the tickle cannon...
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Well, let's see, for Silent we have Iridescence, Crystal, Luna, Ferrel, and, by lesser association, Miley, and Sunny. That's 6 mares to one stallion. Even with 25% overlap to other stallions, we have Runic, the Lieutenant, and Shining Armor to account for which would be about 12 more mares. Take away another 25% for mares that won't matter for the story/we just won't encounter, yet who are associated with these other stallions, and you still need 9 more mares in your story.
See? The 'math' is rock solid.
Of course, you could just put Celestia back in. She's awesome enough to account for 3 mares from your new quota.
Also, exotic 'mares' (gryphonesses, dragonesses, female changelings, etc.) count double, which would be another easy way to fill it.
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Since you didn't comment on it, I'm going to assume that my guesses on the beginning of the chapter were right. Huzzah! Go, me!
And now I can't wait for next month.
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I vote for the changelings. I have a soft spot for changelings. Bonus points if it's Chrysalis.
5785519 Oh sorry >_< You were super close. Crystal, Winterspear, Crystal, Iridescence.
5785523
Damn! I could have sworn the dancing one was Velvet, but even as I made the list I was doubting myself since Crystal mentioned that she spent so much time there and I didn't have two for her. This does help with the shipping question, though. I'm pretty sure if Velvet had a chance he would have remembered her being there in the room.
She has my condolences.
5784790 Pitty it's still buerred beneath so many of the fics in my to read list. Still, I look forward to reading it.
Keep up the good work. Deus tecum.
5785644 The last voice before he wakes/up responds was Iridescence. The "I didn't run away." The next one after that is Crystal.
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Condolences? For what?
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Just because he didn't hear me, doesn't mean I wasn't there... with my stalker bush.
Very sweet, loved Runic's bit. Have you considered making a side story about Runic, the comedy potential is off the charts. Just an idea. Loved the chapter and I look forward to the next one. I have a feeling that surviving that incident on the train will affect Silent's way of thinking for awhile. I don't know if he had come to terms about giving his life or if he had accepted his fate, but now he's alive and it's not what he expected so that might screw with his psyche for awhile.
Runic uses explosive chemistry for Gardening?... Sure why not?
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100.000 drafted words? Impressive, got any advice for an amateur?
5785649 But was she talking about herself, or the book?
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...And now I'm picturing that whole chapter happening with a random bush sitting in the corner of the room. The only one who noticed it was Runic, but he thought it was perfectly normal to have a full sized bush in a hospital room, so he didn't mention it.
5786640 Don't all hospital rooms come with a complimentary shrubbery?