The past year and a half or so have been the most trying of my life lost two people very dear one to a heart attack my grandfather and one of my best friends to Murder or Suicide the police didn't have enough evidence to tell. I got a surprise daughter three doctors told us that we would never have a baby, blew my back out and am facing an 80% cut on my disability I'm permanently retired from USMC For Traumatic Spinal cord injuries which are healed (according to the VA) despite debilitating

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Does it even matter? I struggle everyday and I just don't think anyone would really care if I were gone. Even the people who are supposed to be on my side. The family that should be in my corner rooting me on could care less. Its been so long since I showed true emotions all I do is put on the face everyone wants to see. I don't know if I still remember how to smile.

I finally finished up Moonlight. Thanks again to Frankie 2 for all the editing and story suggestions. I'm sorry for the delays but I think it turned out good. Spoiler Warning The story finishes with a different tone than it started. This is entirely due to me being in a different mental state than when I started, and that was big part of the delay. I was trying to find a bit of mental stability that I could bring to the story. Thanks for reading.

I know i don't have a bunch of people following me but I am working on the next chapter for Moonlight I've just been so busy at work and home, we just moved to a new house, But I am working on it and will post it as soon as I have it ready.
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So, as I sit here about to bare my soul to the vast anonymity of the internet I wonder if I Should. I live two lives one on line where I enjoy colorful animated talking ponies. And one in the real world where I work hard and have a wife and child in a very conservative far community. I work in an industry that praises the macho and "manly" and despises change and any hing of femininity would be cause for blacklisting.

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