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Clockwork2003


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  • 3 weeks
    Mental Health Update: May 9, 2024

    Hello everyone, Noah here.

    I'm holding steady with my mental health. I am not any worse or better than I was at my last update for you all back in April. Dopamine therapy is slow but steady. I think it will work eventually.

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  • 6 weeks
    Mental Health Update: April 19, 2024

    Hello everyone, Noah here.

    First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.

    My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.

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  • 9 weeks
    Mental Health Update: 3/27/24: Back in the Nick of Time

    Hey, everyone. Noah here.

    I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

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  • 9 weeks
    Mental Health Update: 3/24/24: Goodbye Clock?!

    Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

    Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

    Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

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  • 11 weeks
    Mental Health Update: Pi Day 3/14/24

    Helll everyone, Noah/Clock here.

    My mental health is meh, but the bigger issue is that I had gastro today, and I threw up.

    I'm also going to see a new mental health counsellor next week to help mitigate my depression and tech addiction.

    Glim fic revised chapter 1 will drop tomorrow.

    Take care

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Update: January 17, 2023. "For all time, always" · 3:37am January 17th

Hello everyone, Clockwork here.

I am still holding strong and keeping my mental health in check. On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being amazing and one being bedridden with ennui, right now I straddle between 6 and 8.

I have begun working on that aforementioned Clockwork lore fic/ponyfied "Loki". I expect chapter 1 to be finished and uploaded by Friday.

Expect Starlight Glimmer as the main protagonist in lieu of Loki!

Stay kind and stay curious.

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Comments ( 7 )

Good for you!

Hope you can craft something really intriguing.

We all have our days, just always remember that you're wanted!

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Totally welcome!

Hope your enjoying your time regaining your mental fortitude. Depression is something that can drag you down so low if you allow such things. But knowing you are pushing forward, makes me smile so much!

5764075
I've been dealing with the double whammy of generalized anxiety disorder and depression since I was five. Yes, five years old. I had severe agoraphobia as a kid (I don't anymore).

Sometimes they're easier to manage, and other times both conditions are hell.

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Awww, you poor thing. I know how that can feel, I deal with social anxiety and sometimes with body image problems. I see myself as oversized sometimes. We carry those problems and woes with us. They follow like unwanted shadows, but even on the worse days we just need to calm our minds and try pushing ahead.

If you have super bad days, let me know. I'll happily help keeping you from falling.

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pro tip:

Shut down the central nervous system entirely by using the "logic" part of your brain.

I play chess (1500ish elo) and while I am thinking across the board, my brain's limbic functions don't have bandwidth to be anxious or depressed.

Do something "logic" to override the brain.

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Huh? That actually does sound very unique as a way to deal with stress the world provides in waves it seems. I'll have to give something like that a try, I do enjoy logic puzzk, tho I'm nowhere near a pro at it.

I always thought chess was interesting actually.

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