Regret · 10:19pm May 1st
At times I wish I'd never heard of this site. I really do.
I will not be (very) active on here. Find me on Discord: saintkartano or just email me (kartano@gmail.com)
At times I wish I'd never heard of this site. I really do.
Is there a particular reason or just the standard variety of insane babble of dumbness and drama?
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This site has been an enabler. It's gotten me into situations and seen me being involved with people I had no business getting close to.
Now all the friends I've had are either dead or are no longer talking to me.
The community has brought me a few moments of joy, and a shit-ton of pain.
It doesn't help that I am incredibly hormonal and dealing with a lot of personal problems at the same time.
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Ahhh...so a unfortunate mix of both. I see. The best remedy is a break. Whether that be for a little while or a long hiatus, is up to you. I completely understand. Believe me, darlin', I been here, close to 10 years and been through ALL kinds of bullshit with all kinds of people. Have had to take all kinds of breaks of varying lengths.
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Not worth it anymore.
Break where? To my sexless marriage? To PHOENIX???
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Just a break. Take some time off for yourself. Ignore the rest of the world (unless you have a job or something, then plz don't ignore that and take appropriate steps to ensure they know of intended time off if applicable). The sexless marriage thing I can't help with, as I just broke up with my most recent partner myself, so...yeah not very helpful there. Believe me, being unattached can have benefits too.
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When I was 19 and unattached, I could just borrow a friend's two-man pup tent and live in that in a paddock behind my dad's garage while I got sorted. That was easy. I had a support network, I had friends, family, at that age you can bounce.
Now that I'm almost 50, I cannot do that anymore.
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Ok wow. Lemme break that down to make that more manageable for an almost 30 year old to understand:
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Good luck with your appointment and then your meeting.
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On that, I wish I could help you more, my friend. On that note, hopefully these will make you could make you at least smile (or at least chuckle):
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Thank you!
I appreciate anyone who doesn't judge me or worse for my problems.
And I'll take a closer look when I get home!
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Of course.
Feel that
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Too many friends that I've lost. Too many of them are dead.
This place used to be home for me.
It's very bittersweet coming back here.