The Grass Was Greener, the Light Was Brighter... · 3:29am Jan 3rd, 2013
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What to say about this one...
...my God I feel different!
Yes, for a while now I've been feeling... off, per say. This past month has felt like a blur of scribbles and naughts...
...to explain what that means, I'll remind everyone about one clear fact: I am Manically and Imaginatively Schizotypal.
No, I'm not necessary insane, no, I'm not. That is a bastardization of what I am. I'm not insane. What M. and I.S. is for me, is that my imagination and thought processes are an exponential compared to other people. Imagine... our thoughts started out at the mathematical context of the number 5, and further thoughts from that would be would be like multiplying that by a 2 so it goes out: 5 x 2 = 10 x 2 = 20 x 2 = 40... so on. For me, take that two, and place it as an exponent, so my thoughts are: 5 x 5 = 25 x 5 = 125 x 5 = 625.... My imagination runs wild more often and a lot faster than a normal person, and generally their HAPPY thoughts... like Pinkie Happy Thoughts...
...but not recently...
...I'm not in danger of like depression or something... dear God, no...
...but... I'm not happy, still...
I just wanted to post this mainly for my friends on here who I know in the real world. If you guys have been noticing something different in me, this is why.
Believe me, everypony, if I was in danger of hurting myself... you guys will be the third to know....
...the second would be my parents...
...the first will be my God...
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