Words · 8:53pm Mar 17th, 2014
"Tomorrow will be different, I'll get things done. I'll go to bed at a decent time, get caught up in school, write my story, maybe even work on some art."
I tell myself that every single day... and nothing has changed. I hate this... and the thing is, the only person I have to blame is myself. My words are nothing but a noise, no meaning behind them, absolutely nothing. I could sit here all day and ramble about how much of a disappointment I've been, feeling sorry for myself, but that won't solve anything. What I hate the most is that I've drawn all of you into this mess. I want you guys to get the next chapter, I just hate that I'm the person you have to depend on for it... I can't even depend on myself. I don't even know why I'm typing this... maybe I'm just trying to vent.
Anyway, you all take care.
Bye.
You can do it
you just have to believe in yourself
and then you have to lock yourself in a room with nothing but a computer opened to a writing program and tie yourself to a chair and force yourself to type it without food or sleep
that's how the best authors do it
its even worse when the things you tell yourself you'll do are things you know for a fact you want to do. i.e. me telling myself i'll get my dad to sell my old trumpet and use the money to buy a guitar over the weekend.
Don't worry, Videogamepony. We believe in you.
I know that fell bro... I know that fell...
*insert virtual back-patting here* Take your time man. Many of us know that feel.
I've felt like that a lot recently and listening to this tends to help, hope it does the same for you.
Other than that I agree with 1933755 and sometimes you just have to force it, maybe start with the sleep then go from there.
This might be a stupid question, but have you seen a psychiatrist?
Procrastination is a bitch I know too well... I only recently got out of it's grip but not completely.
1935392 No, I haven't
I feel you, bro.
I've done this multiple times over.
It sucks.