To Hell and Back: My Time Away · 1:25pm Jul 22nd, 2015
So, this blog post is basically gonna explain what I've been up to during my absence. Covering the span of two years isn't gonna be easy, but I'll do the best I can to sum it all up.
First and foremost, the reason I took a break to begin with was the separation of my former fiance and I. It was a mutual thing, but it didn't make it hurt any less. I stayed single for a few months until another woman entered my life. We instantly fell madly in love with eachother and, despite our 6 year age difference, we were the happiest couple anyone could have personally known.
But it wasn't until a year and a half later that we, too, went our separate ways. Unlike the last relationship, this one nearly killed me. I instantly fell into a pit of depression to the point where I was damaging myself not only physically, but psychologically. I engaged in self-harm, I drank myself unconscious on a nearly daily basis, and even had a few times where I was abusing drugs. There would be weeks at a time that I never left my apartment for reasons other than work. I had stooped so low on myself that suicide was a recurring thought.
Luckily for me, a few months ago, she had come to me once more and asked for forgiveness and a second chance. Things have made a drastic turnaround since then and we are now stronger than ever.
As a side note, I know I'm no professional counselor, but I've lived through a lot of rough patches and I want to help others in similar situations. I'd like to let all of you know that if you're having a rough time and need someone to talk to about it, my inbox is always open. Feel free to send me a message and, if needed, I'll supply you with other means of contacting me. Nobody should have to shoulder this life alone, and as the caring community we are, we need to be able to lean on one another. I'm more than happy to help.
As far as music goes, I had been participating in multiple bands, ranging from melodic prog rock to garage punk. Sadly, all of these groups imploded on themselves. Be it feuding between band members to as far as members having affairs with eachother, they all ended abruptly and sometimes violently. I'm currently no longer with a specific group, but I'm still chasing the dream I had since I was 14. Nothing will stop me from achieving it.
I've gotten new tattoos, I've gotten a new job, and I'm slowly working into this thing called adulthood. My writing, aside from FimFiction, has ceased for a while, but I'm hoping that with my return to this, I can try to write more again.
All in all, it's been a hell of a rollercoaster for me these past couple years, and once I get a new computer, you guys better be ready. Buckle up your seatbelts, kids. The ride continues and it's gonna be better than ever.
You'll see the ending of "Making Adjustments", which I hope to bring to a very good close. Also, I plan on working on the side story to said title, focusing more on Spike's antics with the CMC and bringing the entire saga together. There may even be more in the works, so stay tuned!
Finally, thank you so much for your support, understanding, and patience. I look forward to writing more enjoyable tales for you, my amazing readers. I'm completely in your debt and I can't wait to hear from you soon.
With warm regards,
Spazzy Jamz
It's good to hear that you're getting better. Hug.
3259923 *hugs* Thank you.
That's some rough patches you've been through, glad to hear you're back on track and that stuff's looking up again!
Here's to it continuing along the same path!
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Heck, you're all right, and you're eventually continuing one of the earliest stories I read on this site?
Today is a good day.