Late Night Entry 1:

I don't know how long this will be.

Currently I'm battling depression and anxiety. I was diagnosed with it about a year ago, but I've suspected that it's been there longer. There are days where I just feel like life means nothing and that mine is a waste.

Right now it's after midnight and I haven't even gotten up out of my bed to get ready. I dunno why. Sometimes I feel like the struggle is worse than I say it is. I dunno.