Truth Be it (Reasons for not being active) · 12:51pm Mar 30th, 2016
Alright, I know, I've done this before. But I'll be honest, this isn't just 'writer's block' or anything. This is... a lot more serious.
My situation is getting a bit wild. For a start, my headspace is nuts. I'm messed up right now, and it's screwing with my everything. I can't write, I can't remember things, I can barely function, in all honesty. My bipolar and depression is going absolutely NUTS. I'm living with my parents, because I've not the money to move out again after my lease was cancelled last year.
I'm working on getting a security license, but it turns out that's a bit more stupidly absurd than I thought initially. My car's registration just came in as well, which throws me out of pocket another 360 odd dollars, after the five hundred needed for my license. It's...
It's tough guys. I need to get some psychiatric help, and I need to get a much better job, so I have more money in savings. I do have a twelve day holiday with the family coming up, but I don't think I'll be writing a lot during that time. I'm too busy worrying about my money problems, and my mental issues, to properly focus on the stories.
I did begin two new ones, but they've become very, very difficult to work on. It's a drag to focus on anything, let alone remember what I've got planned for each story. I want to come back, but if I can't write...
It's hard.
Thanks for understanding. And for those who're angry, I'm really, really sorry. I hate to let you guys down, and so often and so much.
I'm sorry.
Valorousspectre.
I'm sorry to hear you've been having a hard time.
I wish you all the best!