About "WtW?" · 8:19pm Apr 8th, 2017
A few days ago,I tagged "When's the Wedding?" as complete, despite my intentions to add on to it and update.
I believe I need to explain myself.
While I could say that "life is rough" or "I don't have the time for it," it's not the case. Sure I've had changes to my schedule, but my life still has room for writting stories. And I do, just not for Rumbaloo anymore.
I just don't have the creative drive to write about Rumble and Scoots. With months before updates, several writer's blocks, and even with story suggestions, I've just tired myself out writing about them. And I don't want to make it a chore or force myself, the content would likely turn into utter crap, and seeing so many users take the time to read it, and even enjoy it, it's not fair to the readers. Even though I see a lot of you as amazing people, even friends or acquinetences, you're still an audience, and I'm supposed to keep you entertained. Though I suppose it's not fair that I asked for ideas without ever publishing how I used them either. Let alone the fact that I haven't updated for months.
In fact, I've hardly been active with FimFiction for a while. I only check in with it to read comments or message friends, or take part of group discussions. I haven't felt the motivation to write about pony related content.
Don't get me wrong, I still love the ship, I'm not leaving the fandom, let alone FimFiction. I just have trouble writing and connecting the ideas, even starting with it with a draft. I have considered cancelling or putting the story on Hiatus, but that counteracts the fact that I do intend to create some conclusion eventually. So I decided to consider it complete. As of now. The ending can be up to your own speculation for the time being. At least until I can get updates going. If ever really.
I don't know why I'm not motivated, or what caused such a writier's block. I don't have trouble writing other stories or ideas I have. I guess it's because I differ so much from the characters, and their personalities. It's easier for me to write about characters I create and know than characters with their own set personalities. Not to mention I feel as though the whole moving in together thing happened too soon. Maybe it's because I haven't had a relationship or lifestyle such as theirs myself, I don't know. I want to keep my audience happy, and I want to have consistent updates like I used to. But I can't.
I honestly feel like I let you all down. After so many of you stuck with this story, followed along with the characters, even discussed and analyzed it, i just feel like I disappointed you all with my lack of consistency. I care about the feedback, the comments, compliments and even not-so-nice comments directed to me and my story. I always do, it always brightens my day.
But I can't give you something that even I wouldn't nother reading. I don't want to waste your time with something I didn't even enjoy writting. I write for quality, not quantity. I'd rather give you something worth reading, something worth reading. I want to brighten your day in some way shape or form. And I feel like I've failed that.
I'm sorry. I really am. I still love you guys, I don't care how many people read my chapters or follow me. It doesn't matter. I know I'm lucky enough knowing that at least one person out there considered my story even remotely interesting. And I'm glad to have met such nice, creative, talented, and hilarious people from such a silly little idea of mine. And I'm sorry if I disappointed you or let you down.
I just can't write about Rumbaloo anymore. Not at the time being anyway. I'm not sure if I will continue it or leave it where it is. But either way, it was a pleasure having you all here, reading my stories, putting up with my trolling, making me smile with your feedback and compliments. It's more than I ever would've expected or asked for from joining this website and community.
I love you guys.
With that, I hope you all have a nice day/evening/whenever you may read this,
Peace, Love, Tolerate,
~Candy
Darn...oh well. At least you apologized instead of just leaving and not doing anything. Too bad we never saw Scootaloo and Rumble **-er, I mean, get married. Oh well...it was great ride Candymlp12. Well done.
Thanks for sticking with me AandW, I'll miss trolling you the most.
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4488853 Aww...thank you. I'll miss ****ing with you too.
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Welp, see ya next time.
Huh. Well, I guess as you say it's Rumbloo your tired of, the next step would be to move to a different ship.
... Quite possibly back to an old one?
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