• Member Since 26th Jun, 2016
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Xenay


22 year old girl from Germany. POTS warrior. TwiDash shipper.

More Blog Posts19

  • 252 weeks
    Whelp.

    Pretty sure most of my followers have noticed by now that I'm almost never here anymore. I've been thinking about revoking all my stories, cause... I don't know, it just feels weird having something out in the open and never checking to see if anyone steals it or something. Maybe I'm just weird. I had already revoked a few the last time I was here, a few months ago.

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  • 301 weeks
    Sorry

    Not quitting the story just very depressed

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  • 311 weeks
    Bad news

    So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..

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    2 comments · 338 views
  • 315 weeks
    Possibly dying (?)

    Over the last month, my health has gone worse. It started with the usual dizzyness I’ve had all my life reoccurringly. And now I can barely leave my bed without having to hold onto something to keep from fainting.

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  • 319 weeks
    New Meds

    As the title says, I´m on new meds now. Away from simple SSRI anti-depressants, to something for depression, PTSD, sozial anxiety, anxiety attacks and OCD. They have 50mg and until the next appointment I gotta take a half. I am not going into detail as to why. Simply because it´s not something I want to post openly on the internet. (You´re probably gonna hear about it through stories anyways..)

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Apr
12th
2018

New Meds · 6:17pm Apr 12th, 2018

As the title says, I´m on new meds now. Away from simple SSRI anti-depressants, to something for depression, PTSD, sozial anxiety, anxiety attacks and OCD. They have 50mg and until the next appointment I gotta take a half. I am not going into detail as to why. Simply because it´s not something I want to post openly on the internet. (You´re probably gonna hear about it through stories anyways..)

Maybe someone might be wondering why I even write about this. It´s because I´ve become badly depressed over the past weeks again and can´t get anything done anymore. I know that almost half of the brony nation is currently depressed. So please go ahead and think: oh great, another one.
So also a quick shoutout to everyone else who´s unable to get out of bed and wishing to die right now. We are in this together!

Anyways.. it´s pretty much a fight right now with school, getting back on my feet after the knee surgery, being mentally sick and on new meds for it. Just to let you guys know why I´m not online on here like usual and why I´m probably not going to get new chapters done by the end of the month.. again..

Sorry..

Comments ( 1 )

It’s okay, you can take all the time you need. Your physical and mental health is more important than getting more chapters done.:twilightsmile:

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