National Coming Out Day · 4:04am Oct 12th, 2018

Right off the bat I'm going to apologize for the mini novel I'm about to post.

Normally I don't really feel the need to disclose my sexuality, because I feel that it doesn't define me. Heck, I don't think a person's sexuality defines a person at all, it's just another piece of the puzzle.
Now I'm terrible with dates, so thank Celestia for social media.
When today came up, I wasn't that concerned. I was happy about it, celebrated with the crowd, happy to see a course of positivity going around. But now as I sit here reading a bunch a testimonies on my Instagram, I suddenly feel left out. And I haven't felt left out in a very long time.
I know some of you may have figured me out a while ago, or I may have told you, heck you may not even care. But this is something I weirdly feel the need to do for once.
So here I go.
I'm so gay dude. I am a cisgender bisexual (if we're going into details.)
I'm not open about this, but I'm not ashamed of it. A lot of people in my actual life don't know about this and a few that do know shun me for it. I do have some amazing friends that love and support me, and my immediate family are very understanding. But it's just weird to know that a lot of people in my everyday life don't know this. And whenever someone assumes that I'm gay, because I like to rock some Converse and ties, they say it in such a condescending way.
I love guys, they're awesome and I have had good relationships with some. But girls are really amazing too.

Yes, I have long hair, but I don't keep my hair long for anyone. I like my hair. Simple as that.
Yes, I wear tomboyish/gender neutral clothes. Not because I want to look "gay". It's just because thats what I'm most comfortable in. Simple.
No, I don't want to fill out a questionnaire and tell the whole internet my name, race, religion, sexuality, politically correct gender, any of that.
I don't want to be thrown into overcomplicated checked boxes.

I just want to be loved. For who I am.

If you've made it this far through my weird rant, that means you respect what I have to say. Thank you for that. Have a Rainbow Sugar Cookie🍪