Apologies and Updates

Hey guys, JibJibMonkey here and I have some things to say to y'all. First of all I want to say I'm sorry. I have been very busy dealing with my life and a couple rotten relationships over the past few months and I'll talk more on a couple more things in a little. Another reason for my leave of absence is so I can get my life back in check and I stayed away from the internet for a while but I think I have figured things out and now I'm back.

My life has been really fucked over the past year due to the whole Navy thing and I wanted to share more on that right now. As some of you guys know I officially joined the Navy when I went off to boot camp Feb 8th of 2018 and last week I celebrated my first year in the military and how it's been the most intense and eye opening year of my life. But sometimes good things come to an end and that's the next thing I'm gonna be telling you guys. My ships psychiatrist diagnosed me with depressional schizophrenia and she said I may not have that much longer in the military due to how dangerous it is having this condition because of what can happen to me on or off duty. So I may not have that much longer in the military, I pray that I can stay in but it's all up the Navy to decide my fate.

Another reason my life has been fucked up is because I went through a rotten relationship. I met a girl in "A" School who became my friend very quickly. She was medically discharged and moved back to her home state and a month after I graduated she sent me a friend request on Facebook and we started talking again. We eventually fell in love and she moved in with me in my PPV. We almost got married but she ended up cheating on me and I foolishly went back to her a couple months later and she cheated on me again to a man she is now engaged to. She was a huge contributor to my lowest, most depressing, and most stressful times in my life due to the mental and physical abuse I endured from her and constant harassment and hazing from my co workers. I am now no longer in contact with her and happy to no longer be but now I'm looking for a relationship again and I have made no luck so far.

And finally the last reason is I stayed away from the internet because rumors were being spread around about me beating and threatening to kill my ex. I was found innocent and promised to stay off the internet as much as possible until things died down and I fully returned to the internet a couple months ago. Things settled down and I am happy they did because I got my friends and family back.

So that's pretty much it guys. I'll try to come on FIM as much as I possibly can. Please feel free to DM me and comment as always and I'll talk to y'all later. JibJibMonkey out! Peace!