I'm leaving. · 6:51am Aug 24th, 2019
So I had my twentieth birthday yesterday. Twentieth. The big two-oh. It dawned on me after a little while that I've been part of this site since I was about twelve, only making my account like a year after the fact. No matter what I say, this site has changed my life. I've made friends and even people I consider family through this site. I've written hundreds of thousands of words about colorful little horses, and people loved it! And for the longest part of my life this whole thing was the highlight of my years.
But things are changing. I'm growing up. The magic is gone. Shit I haven't watched a full season since season three. As much as this show has been a factor in my life I doubt I'll even be interested in watching the finale. As much as I want to keep writing, the flow is no longer there. I have pages and pages and pages upon pages and pages and pages of notes, and story ideas, and information on things I'm making and will make... and none of it is coming out.
And please, it's not like anyone will see it. Or this, to be honest. One thing I've learned through these past seven years is that the longer a blog, the less people care. And same with a story, like Stroll, the longer it goes, the less interest, even if I the author myself am committed to it (and its projected 1mil wordcount by my estimations) and everything to do with it.
I'm in new crowds. I'm making a visual novel. And I can't stay. For long, anyway. I plan on making final chapters for the two favorites of mine that I have right now: Stroll and Mares und Panzer, and then I think I'm officially retiring. A candle in the wind. They're not the way I intended them to end, not by the longest shot in the world, but some prick awhile back pretty much dared me to put them as Complete some way.
Simple as.
From me, to you, and with every word meant completely, I love you, and thank you. All of you.
DeadlyArbitrero, Orertibrayldaed, Yamsmos, Punished Yamsmos, re- Punished Yamsmos, re- Yamsmos. These names mean a lot to me. They're how I connected with you all.
Farewell. I love you forever.
o7 i salut you! Have a great life and stay safe.
I hope you return, however briefly, to link us to your visual novel when it's made
Parting is such sweet sorrow but know we will meet again one day, maybe not in this life but maybe the next. Thank you for everything my friend.
Farewell, hope you come back one day
See you space Yamsmos.
Fair winds to you, Yamhead. Thanks for sharing the ride with us.
I know we haven't spoken in gods knows how long but i never forgot you, i wish you the best and the happiness you deserve in your future. Goodluck my friend
Jokes on you loser I have your Discord.
Bye buddy.