Future fics, anxiety, and inspirations.

So I've got several ideas for fics to write. First one I've got some inspiration to write but I'm unsure how I want to proceed forward with it. If I want to try to make it a one off or a small series. I'm accidentally working it to be set up like one. I don't know how much I want to or should divulge about it, don't want to spoil it.

It's a dark mind control fic. Main protag is mind washed with dark magic to do something he wouldn't normally. The beginning is more lengthy then I thought. The middle could be done in chunks and the end could be multiple choice. Should I try to make it longer, keep it short, and should I make a good and/or bad end?

Another is a silly idea for a special abdl delivery service. I don't wanna oc it for the victim orderer but I am bad at writing for established characters. Thinking of a background one but I can't choose who.

Honestly this is made harder given I have bad anxiety when it comes to changing myself. Like my boyfriend and I live together and share a gaming room. I need him to not be in the room to feel comfortable writing. I get hit by massive anxiety if I try to do something other then what I or others socially established for me. Happens when I tried drawing, fitness, or anything else outside what is expected. It's been that way since I was a young adult.

I'm also afraid of some ideas that people might point out as stolen or someone did x first. Like I want to do my own spin sometimes on a fic idea.. not steal their fic itself, I just liked the concept. Maybe I'm overthinking this one..

I dunno.. What do you guys think about this text dump?

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