Grieving with loss...... · 3:44am Feb 23rd, 2021
Hey, Lord Calamity here. It's been a while since I made a blog post on this site considering that I don't do it that often. I-I just feel like i really needed to get something off of my chest. It's just really important to me personally. Perhaps a song would best describe my feelings at the moment. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeIDCNS-VUw
Recently.... my mother died....and it's just really, really, really, really, really, sad. Depressing. And emotionally exhausting. I've been having a rough week, and I've been getting support from other members of my family (friends included).
I just don't know what else i'm supposed to do with my life. When that moment that I've been told that my mother died, It broke me immensely. Everything just, shattered, collapsing my safe space. My world just collapsed knowing that she passed away. I know that they tell me to be strong and become independent. But to tell the truth, I'm- I'm just scared not knowing what to do know. 
Things are just going to get harder for me, in life or anything else.
I understand that there are some people out there waiting for me to make some stories. I'm really sorry. Really I am, but I just need to wait a little longer before I do anything on this site. I want to get my feelings in check so that I can properly compose myself. Thank you for your time.
With great calamity, comes great tragedy...... 
Oh no I'm very sorry for your loss just try to take your time ok
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I will. Thank you friend.
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No problem like I said just take your time and I hope you'll be okay
I’m very sorry to hear that. I express my condolences to you and your family, Calamity. I know it’s been a week, but I really hope you’re doing at least better now.
So so sorry to hear that, friend!
If you ever wanna talk, I'm always around. ❤
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Thank you, both of you. i am feeling better now. Here's hoping that things turn up for me.
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Always here for ya 💖
Thoughts and prayers 🙏
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You’re very welcome.