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Ribe_FireRain


Mental instability at its finest and aspiring punk rock musician. PS: Buy a creator a coffee to keep him awake? https://ko-fi.com/firerain

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  • 155 weeks
    My Very Last Blog Post - Goodbye

    As of now, I think the time has come to finally abandon my Fimfiction page. I don't particularly want any involvement in the MLP community any longer and I hold no interest in continuing to be an active member. While my page remains open to everyone, I've logged out permanently and don't think I'll return to it or use it again. No more blogs, no more stories, no related content - it's over.

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  • 156 weeks
    I'm never going to be the person that... (Facts of life)

    I'm never going to be the person who goes out drinking with friends in the pub at the end of the week,
    I'm never going to be the person to enter a stable relationship,
    I'm never going to be the person to cry for those who won't cry for me,
    I'm never going to be the person who gives up over a little tough break,

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  • 156 weeks
    Either stay or leave. Don't play me about.

    If you're staying, stay.

    If you're playing around with me, kindly fuck off. I'm not in the mood.

    Either follow or don't follow. It really is that simple. Make up your mind already.

    Thank you. :ajsleepy:

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  • 156 weeks
    Need a distraction from your low mood? Here's an old photo of my guinea pig :3

    Because I'm sad and because my guinea pig is an adorable fwubby enchanted squeaking potato, here's Oscar laying down and snuggling into his brother, Guinness's guinea bum. Don't ask why he did that, just look at how cute he's being. Requires all the ear rubs. Should have called him Sir Purrsalot. 🐹

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  • 156 weeks
    ''Applejack, are you gay?'' French Translation - if you're interested.

    Back when I introduced this story a few years ago, I was approached by a French Translator called Rainbowsoarin007 and they requested me to allow them to turn my story into a French translation for viewers in that part of the world and those who speak it.

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Jun
3rd
2021

The worst news I've ever had to report here - it finally happened, she's gone · 8:28pm Jun 3rd, 2021

I got a call from my dad almost an hour ago to tell me that my grandmother has finally passed after a past year of being in and out of hospital and suffering with mental illness and health issues. She was apparently okay this afternoon, but dad had gone around to bring her a few things she asked for and he entered to find her in the living room like that.

I don't know any other details other than that. We all knew it was coming, but not this soon.

I tried to clear my head and process hearing about it by going for a drive to the shops. Nearly cried on the drive back. I don't know how to react, but I know I'm not reacting at first how I imagined it when I heard the news.

We may have had our differences, but she was the closest thing to a mother I've ever had. Now she's finally gone.

I need to go. I don't want to do this right now.

RIP, grandma. I hope there wasn't any pain when you left. I'll miss you a lot. :heart: :fluttercry:

Comments ( 6 )

Condolences.

I'm sorry, may she rest in peace 🙏

At the risk of sounding insensitive, that's why you grieve ahead of time. It prepares you for the inevitable death, and ensures that you can keep a level head when it happens.


That said, I hope the grieving process treats you well during this.

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No, not insensitive. I've tried to mentally prepare myself for it one day, but you can't plan out an episode of grief. It can come at any time at any given moment. I'm surprised I even managed to sleep.

I'm going to need time. It always hits me way harder a few days later.

Hey man, rough day huh?

I suppose the kindest thing I can say is that she probably left this world in peace.
That's the best way any of us could hope to pass on.

You had a good relationship with your grandma. So did I and my siblings when ours left.
Sometimes an event like this can bring family members closer together, if only for a while.

Either way, it's a crushing pain that you feel, but it needs to be felt and it will eventually pass.
I wish you well tonight - I hope that your mind is able to wind down and let you sleep.
Gyro.

Sorry for your Loss My Friend 😔🌹

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