Behind the scenes update

Hey again.

Updates on my stories are slowing down again, and I can't help it. Because of the virus, work is turning out more and more stressful and I barely find the time to write and when I do, other stuff pops up that drains all my energy.

I had a phone call two months ago, by my friend, the one who started the idea of Ocean Blues with me. I was happy of course, we talked for almost two hours, she promised she would call again and we even set a time. She didn't call back and when I called her, the call wouldn't connect, like her number didn't even exist any more. So of course now I'm more worried about her than ever.
On top of that, my grandmother died last month. I hadn't seen her in almost two years because of the virus, and I hadn't even called her in weeks when some family member gave me the news. The funeral was a disaster as well, I had to travel for two days to get there, only to have the family throw shit at me and accuse me of only coming to get some of the money my grandmother left behind. There's a reason I live at the other side of the country.

All this negativity makes me doubt my writing again, and so I hesitate to write and to publish anything that is written already. I hope I get a few more chapters out before the year ends, but I doubt I'll get a major breakthrough in any of my stories.

To everybody who's still reading, thank you for your patience.
To everybody who's commentating, liking or faving any of my stories: Thank you so much! I really brightens up my day a little when I see that little notification.

Okay, that's enough feeling sorry for myself. Hope everybody is coping with this weird year and that you can all enjoy the Christmas season with your loved ones! Hope to hear from you soon!