I feel like I let down everyone who thought they cared about me. Everyone who wanted me to be someone great. But I'm nothing. I suck at writing. My drawings have become worthless....

5066902 Those things aren't relevant.

The only question you should be asking is: Do you, yourself, like your writings and your drawings? If you enjoy them, everything is exactly as it should be.

5067118 I hate writing because I can't think. I love drawing because of the metaphorical expressions.

5067532 Your drawings will never become worthless, as long as they have meaning to you.