Hi, most of you know me as Conikiblasu's translator. After giving the part of writing the rest of our third fanfic together I admit I'm a bit nervous. I have written my own stories before but they are nothing like his and I'm super worried that this next chapter won't be as great as what we previously wrote. Our regular system of writing was he would write a chapter in Spanish and I would translate it to English and post it on fanfiction websites with his permission. Now it's different because

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more personal things after the break.

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It is possible that by the end of this week I will no longer have a job (or at least have a better idea if I will be keeping it or not). Despite my hard efforts, according to my supervisor I am not meeting the minimum standard quota with my work and that I have this next week to turn it around.

The problem is, that I've actually been doing my best and striving to improve, yet despite that my work hasn't been improving.

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Don't chase the white rabbit, don't chase the white rabbit, don't chase the white rabbit--

This was a really eventful weekend. Went to BABSCon 2016. Came home and my big brother is here visiting from Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. Not a surprise, and I love my brother (he's a major reason I'm such a nerd today--the guy collects Star Wars and Strawberry Shortcake for heavens sake) BUT OH MY GOD. If I thought his wife visiting was an extended trip through awkward city, this shit is worse. Yesterday we had a barbecue and everyone got drunk. Husband got mad at having to deal with the in-law BS

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Baloo, my big brother, is going back to Guantanamo Bay today. He drove me crazy half the time, and yet I'm still sad he's going. SmallCaliber seemed confused as to why his uncle was packing his stuff and leaving us behind. I managed to not cry.

I even forgot to take my meds yesterday, so I feel lethargic and achey. Fun.

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chased the white rabbit

lost writing time

dumb

Hubby is home. I should be more upbeat, but he's busy with schoolwork. Ho hum...

Listening to some Nirvana on Pandora. Started a new station. Still working on it.

I'm so happy because today
I've found my friends
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, cause so are you
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze
Cause I've found god
Hey, hey, hey

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Sometimes I find myself so provoked to type out my thoughts, it becomes a compulsion. I'm not saying that with any kind of jest--I really do enter these weird "binge and purge" cycles (as my therapist calls it) to indulge in projects, large or small. It usually starts out innocent. A kind of a, "Hey, this would be fun to do!" kind of thing. Then the pressure steadily builds, and I suffer thought interference to an extreme level. I'll be doing something only to stop and start doing that thing

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is kind of the range of thoughts I'm having atm. roller coaster day. I think I just gotta channel some inner-Japanese spunk and remember to:

all over the place chatter below (including personal stuff, game talk, and a small steaming pile of political poo)

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Angst. And music. But also angst.

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I tried to come up with some clever rhyme on the spot, but I really am pressed for time. White rabbit is fucking with me today.

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Holy cow. I'm going to write out what just happened in the last two hours because I have a lot of feelings going on inside of me, and I don't know what to do about them. Sometimes doing memoir writing helps me to process things. It's a bit stream of consciousness, and yes it will be rough. I'm not trying to publish anything, after all.

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Wow... The Walking Dead season finale really depressed me tonight. What's worse is that the whole family has splintered apart, and I'm feeling too tired/down to want to do anything.

I guess this is as good a time as any to do computer updates.

If freckles were lovely, and day was night,
And measles were nice and a lie warn't a lie,
Life would be delight,-
But things couldn't go right
For in such a sad plight
I wouldn't be I.

If earth was heaven, and now was hence,
And past was present, and false was true,
There might be some sense
But I'd be in suspense
For on such a pretense
You wouldn't be you.

If fear was plucky, and globes were square,
And dirt was cleanly and tears were glee

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What do ya'll think of this?

T"Bring Trixie the Blue Pages!"

• MLP: FiM
• Comedy
• Random

It's a just a simple favor. Surely Starlight is more than capable of doing it. Especially if she's rewarded with Great and Powerful Cuddles.

• Crossover
• Trixie
• Starlight Glimmer

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TPROTOTY

• MLP: FiM
• Mystery
• Random

Princess Flurry Heart investigates the

• Flurry Heart

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TAll of Which Makes Me Anxious | At Times Unbearably So

• Equestria Girls
• Romance
• Sad
• Slice of Life

Vinyl's best friend is a little bit too "friendly".

• DJ P0N-3
• Octavia

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For what it's worth (Not Much).

I like to think that most of us do stupid things during the weeks we happen to be switched off.

Meanwhile, in XCOM2:

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Another general "dear diary" type post. Page break to spare the feeds of those uninterested. Mostly ruminations on life, family, and the healing nature of writing. Also, some project updates here and there. And potentially video game talk. I like video games.

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After the page break, find my thoughts on the Colorado shooting, family and karma, and the need to understand violence.

It's a long post.

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