I probably shouldn't say this, but I'm making good progress. I have written almost four new chapters in a few days. From finishing Chapter 9 to the beginning of Chapter 14, which is probably going to be the last chapter for this part. Considering how long I have been working on this already, this is major progress.

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I just wanted to say that I'm still working on the sequel to The Power Within. I haven't abandoned writing or this site. I recently got over a major roadblock in my story. However, this doesn't mean that I will publish anything anytime soon. But I still uploaded all the chapters here just in case I need to press the button. I had a small situation irl that made me come back to this project again. I don't want to leave it unfinished and unpublished. Just in case anything happens.

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You failed me,
My trust you defiled.
You hurt me,
My heart you stabbed.

Give me a reason,
To forgive...

My soul you crushed,
It made me bleed.
My smile you erased,
It made me cry.

Give me a reason,
To forget...

Here in the dark,
Alone and afraid.
Here in the night,
Fragile and drained.

Give me a reason,
To trust again...

I know I haven't been updating for a long time or anything. I'm just very tired at the moment. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope here. I'm just so tired of everything and everyone. This world. I'm struggling to keep finding any reason to smile anymore. I'm just so bitter, unhappy, depressed and sad all the times. And I have no idea what to do to fix everything. And nobody cares. Nobody listen to me. Not even my family. I feel like I get no support from anywhere. Something needs to change

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Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everypony!

What's happiness made of? What makes you happy? Well, for me, it's definitely music. Lately, I have been listening to a lot of Ponies at Dawn and Cider Party YouTube mixes and they've got some of the most amazing tracks there. And Hay Tea's Drum & Bass is just pure pleasure as well. I'd link a TON more, but I'm not exactly sure if it's allowed or something. Plus I'd basically link their whole production... But let's put at least one track here.

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It's just so easy to press the same button someone else did before you. You don't even have to stop thinking with your own two braincells for a minute. You just follow the example and press the button. There's safety in numbers after all. Cowards... What is truly brave is to stand up for what you believe in and have the courage to voice your opinion to support the person. But instead, you join them, mock them. You do something solely because someone did so before you. Had the first act been a

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Hopefully, this will be me someday, dealing with my fears.

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So... I decided to go back to my sequel and continue the story. I wrote a good two chapters, taking a radical turn in the plot only to notice that now I'd have to skip like 8 months forward in the middle of the story without making it awkward or super long. And not only that, but after a huge cut like that, another big twist would take a place and the story would be over shortly after that. How in the world am I going to pull that off? I mean, during those 8 months would happen a LOT. And I

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At this point, it's pretty clear to me that I don't have what it takes to create stories on this site. The biggest problem is that I literally can't finish my stories. I mean, even I don't know how they end. I could just write and write, but there'd be no ending. And going through the same themes over and over again shows how narrow my repertory really is. I haven't even read any stories for years. I feel like I have abandoned this place and myself at the same time.

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