I'm leaving. · 11:32pm Jan 5th, 2023
Those who followed me and read my blogs know that I have talked about this before. About the fact that I was considering doing so. And I think its time to make the call.
I'm leaving the site, the fandom, etc.
Now, am I deleting everything? Am I leaving my discord servers? I'm not deleting my fimfic account. And my discord servers... I'll leave some, and heavily limit my activity in the rest.
A lot has happened. I promised that I still had a lot to fight for and write and keep going. But... one thing after another and I don't think I can keep going for another five years of this. I don't think I wanna stay the mediocre eqg writer that may give out something that is half decent after half a decade. I want to move on... to something more.
Fimfic was supposed to be a place where I get to sharpen my skills as a storyteller and entertainer. And... it didn't quite fulfil that for a long time. Sure, the community did help me, but I don't think there is anything else here for me to grasp. I wanna move onto my original projects, and change my medium from writing... to comics.
There is still a few things I need to get out. Like, the season one finlae of my EqG series which I'm in the middle of writing and the sequel to "Chained beast of the dungeon" which... I promised. And a voice reading for a dear friend who is no longer with us.
When will they come out? Idk. Will they ever come out? Yeah. Unless I get shot, get captured and sentenced to death and... you know the drill in my country at the moment.
But, there has been other positive notes that has lead me to this decision. I'm getting hired again as a teacher in a new institute. So, less time to... spare for pony stuff. (Well, mostly eqg stuff honestly.)
But I think it all boils down to one thing really. I'm tired. I'm tired of being told "write what you like" "If you want to be noticed write popular stuff" Which, aren't wrong, but I'm tired of being alone in the fandom with the vision I had. And tired of waiting to find editors to edit one chapter and then leave half way without saying stuff and leaving me to find a new one. Tired of this sensation that I just don't belong.
It's daunting, honestly. Leaving stuff behind and doing something new. But how can I gain something new if I'm not willing to let something else go? To give up something else in return?
I'm not going to just cease to exist. I have made friends here that I do care for a lot. But, I won't be around a whole lot more.
It's been... fun. But, I think it's time to pack my stuff and ride into the setting sun.
Who knows? Maybe next time you hear about me I'm directing a new show? XD.
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see ya 'round, armid
Hope all goes we'll for you.
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We never really spoke to eachother but I could tell you are a good person and author. I bid you farewell and good luck on future endeavors
Hope all goes well to you. Best wishes.
Remember the friends you made along the way.
You could expand from other people if sometimes you get lost.
Also, this site still has lots of good stories waiting to be read!
Still, I hope you could find you a path that suits you.
Goodbye.
Good luck G