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322 weeks
awakening

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405 weeks
Hopefully gonna get some help..

I'm not well. My mind is so unraveled that I feel like I'm going to collapse into a panic attack any day now In the middle of work. My brain is screaming and weeping noise at me nonstop, incoherent ramblings and insults and mutterings, and I feel like I'm going to pass out just from mental fatigue.
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407 weeks
I'm back! (Kind of)

I'm finally back in the states! After 7 months in sh*tty Afghanistan, I've finally made it back. And everything is an episode of nightmare before Christmas.
What's this? What's this?
It's humid in the air.
What's this?
There's Privates everywhere?
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411 weeks
Ffffuuuuuucccck

Welp. It's my birthday today.
I'm 23 now.
Fuck, I am OLD.
Also got the shit smacked [repetitively] out of me by my company mates.
So that happened.
Also midnight shifts are now a thing and our new first seargant forbade sleeping before 1600 so yay...
More exhaustion and back problems...
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414 weeks
Haven't said anything for a while..... Yyyup.

Anyone else get weirdly pissed off by stories/chapters that are X999 words long?

yes I'm writing, I'm sorry it's slow, it's hot as hell out where I am and I'm busy with work. One day off a week and that day being filled with training does that to a guy.
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