Because of the car situation of the previous blog and my punishment for doing everything last minute and not checking the details, I'm sitting on a bench next to a random parking lot in the middle of la where flixbus does their pickups and drop offs with a 5-hour layover until 6:00 a.m. at least shortened 50 minutes thanks to cops shutting down the 101 freeway in the middle of the East LA interchange for some reason so we sat in standstill traffic for half an hour and then the driver backed the

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5I just learned one of my homeless trans addicted sex worker friends died of overdose 7 months ago. Talk about the odds stacked against you. Several years ago I tried to help her out with having a place to stay and get clean and it lasted for a bit but between our shit legal system and our shit mental health system and our shit economic system it wasn't enough.

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Depressed Piano Playing Livestream Tonight at 7:20pm Pacific/10:20pm Eastern Because If I Hate Myself I Might As Also Bring a Little Joy Into This World Amirite Anyway I'll Be Getting Drunk And Practicing Shit and Playing Rock Songs on the Piano For a Few Hours and You Can Give Me Requests Though I Make No Guarantee I'll Know Them.

Pictured: Me being a manic depressed mess:

One of my friends relapsed hard yesterday. Fortunately they're okay.

I think I might have to revise my dogmatic libertarian stance that every drug should be legal and freely available. Heroin seems to just be too addictive for most people to use in moderation. And I don't know how you would set up a system for people to prove they're using it in moderation. Maybe only have it be available at safe injection sites?

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I’m going to apply for food stamps and hopefully (and vastly more important) a housing stipend today. Please wish me luck. I don’t want to be homeless because I’m struggling to get my shit together.

I’m tagging “Whatever Happened to Melody Maker” because I’m in a similar spot right now. Except with debt instead of drugs.

Doing acid and watching my little pony with friends It is a thing that I’ve done. I can check it off the bucket list. Sometimes I think I’m lame but then I remember this is a really fucking fun show

Hey so after he met Angie can you post which I think made me lose a few followers, I just gave a piano and organ performance for a few of my friends were coming down from mushrooms wow that was a light duty work it is nice to have filming restaurant if your first time like I was OK but I'm glad I didn't have more. Anyway I'm gonna make sure to write more my little honey fanfiction for you guys.

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It come from Jean Jacques Perrey's 1968 album The Amazing New Electronic Pop Sound. He was a pioneer of electronic music, the French anwer to Wendy Carlos

But I bet you already knew that, you trendsetter you.

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Facsimile Friends
Bryan Chandler

Verse
Gm F
Intoxicating: the high of sweet surrender to the fact that you'll inevitably fall
Eb. D(7)
And it's liberating: The allocating of the blame to games beyond our ken, above our pay, over the garden wall

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After a good half year of floating around in the mid-700s on account of not having much new in the way of will to write, I finally recently broke through to be the 700th-most watched author on FimFiction. Thank you, y'all.

Other Milestones:

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