I'm Worried

I'm trying very hard to continue posting, but I'm in the middle of alcoholism / finding a place to stay.

To all of my readers, whomever you might be. I'm sorry. I never intended this to be so difficult.

I'm in a really weird place right now. And I can't even promise that it'll get better. Suffice to say, homeless. No worries though, I still have a job.

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[-Brutus]

IF you need anyone to talk to man, I'm right here.

[Joseph Raszagal]

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I know I haven't been around in a while and I've been a pretty leery guy lately, but I'm trying. Right now I'm paying rent to a couple friends of mine and trying to hoof it (pun definitely intended) a couple miles to work from their place.

[-Brutus]

1417082 Sounds great, I mean you're alive and is improving or something- dont know. Your friends is awesome in my books since they let you live with them with semi good rent and getting a job.

[-Brutus]

1417082 I mean it.

[Joseph Raszagal]

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They really are great people. And hopefully, with me around, they might be able to get out of the vicious loan cycle they've been using to pay off bills.

Things are still strange for me, but markedly better. I'm just in a grumpy, depressed funk. Nothing major, just Razzy being grouchy Razzy .

I do appreciate your replies, by the way. Maybe once I've gotten my own computer back, I'll be able to get back to Pastel Ponies. Until then, probably more statuses. Thanks, yo .

[Savant Sentral]

1428618 Thought I'd say this: I love you. No Homo. Hope things turn out alright for you.

[Joseph Raszagal]

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Many thanks, yo. No homo back (though I'm homo). Platonic homo?

Whatever.

The point is, I appreciate the sentiment .

Things are looking a great deal better. I'm not as worried as I have been and I suddenly have people I can count on. Work will continue, soon as I have recently continued planning out the Stage 3 of Pshychedelica. Hopefully I don't let anybody down. It's clear that the whole thing is going to be one huge crossover mess, but still.

I hope I can make it an enjoyable crossover mess.

You know.

More than a little drunk right now, but still. Hey, it's my bread and butter as far as replying goes, and shit, my replies might honestly get dull otherwise.

The point is, I'm in a comfortable place, while employed, and housed, and am continuing to write. So I'm happy.

Here's hoping I put out more half decent material, right?

[Savant Sentral]

1523206 I'm gay.... this just got awkward.... platonic homo.... I have a medication THAT I FUCKING HATE that I have to take that messes with my mind so....... Now I'm hallucinating..... I am also crazy...... I will always be there for you, providing moral suport, becuase thats all I can offer at this current time..... I'm your biggest fan. This is probably scaring you.

[Joseph Raszagal]

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Eh, don't worry about it. I'm a fan of Dorothy too, so the rainbows are all around lol.

And thanks for being a fan, yo . Still working on the stories, I just haven't had a lot of time due to the new job. I'll be getting a few new chapters pumped out soon though, so look forward to that .

[Savant Sentral]

1530242 You have the maniac confused. Normally thats a bad thing but you're safe. You always will be.

[-Brutus]

1530242 I'm happy to hear that you found a job yo

[Joseph Raszagal]

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The confusion will subside. Then ponies . I've been making it sort of "a thing" to tune in for the new episodes with my roommate and his fiance every time they air. Sort of a comfort against all of the craziness that's circled me lately. In related news, I can't wait to hear the next big song Ingram has planned .

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Family Dollar's pretty glad too. Apparently, I'm the only cashier there that greets people when they come through the door and doesn't act like a sarcastic jackass to all of the customers . No worries, I'm sure the sarcasm will hit me once I've been there for more than six months .