I'm back! · 4:40am Jan 7th, 2014
Yay! I made it back sane, mostly!
I'm sorry I haven't posted anything in a while, and I probably won't for just a bit longer. I have some chapters written out, but I still need to type them up. So yeah, be waiting on that.
I've been little messed up in the head recentlt, not like in a bad way, but in a concerning to me way. Most of it is just concerning changes in my personality, and thought process. I don't want to say, as its a little embarrassing, and this is public. Imagine if someone I knew and didn't want to feel awkward with them and they saw this? Though if you message me, as in you care and wouldn't mind talking to me, I would gladly tell you! That and it would be good to chat with you guys, hear some ideas maybe. Or just talk about stuff, and become friends! It never hurts to make friends!
Though I have been having some weird pains lately, to list them out: my heart aches, my head also aches, my hand gets a pain every once in a while, and my wings hurt. Ok, im gonna leave that mistake ther to show you what I mean by my thought process being a little messed up, I meant like shoulder blades, or upper back. Yesterday I was talking to my friend and arguing with myself, cause I do that from time to time, and I slipped up then too. She didnt realize what I was doing so I just explained that I was talking to myself like a madmare, and I tried as quick as I could to correct myself. I can't believe I replaced man with mare, she didn't say anything though. Though a slip up into ponyisms isnt the most concerning personality change, it is a bit embarrassing. Especially around non-bronies.
Back to what I was saying about the pains, they just come and go randomly. I think its just a thought thing, or a stress thing. Cause most of the time it's short and it passes quickly, then I'm fine again. I have had a lot on my mind recently, just stuff.
Y'know, I have a lot of ideas for projects, like a few, but you get the idea. They are all big projects though. Like, if I was to do them, it'd take a while. And it really sucks, I want to do them, but I have to hold them off until later. Im already taking on a big task with my current stories, and if I start on anything else I might not finish these. That, and it will take information from these stories, information I don't have yet, to continue on with these projects. Besides, I promised myself that i would finish these up before starting anything else. But dont worry! When these are done, it means that I already have new ideas to move onto! I hope to put a lot of time and effort into these, I have no idea when they'll be done. Maybe not even this year, but we'll see.
If there are any questions you can just comment and I would be happy to answer, or if you dont feel comfortable with everyone seeing it you can message me. Or if you have ideas you can message me as well. Or, as I said earlier, if you just want to talk, id be happy to get a message from you!
And sorry for the belated happy new year! I really need to work on my timing!
Thank you all so much for your time and appreciation!
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