Just a little update · 2:56pm Oct 30th, 2020
Let's just get the positive things out first. I have got some decent sleep in lately and I'm somehow managing. For some reason, I haven't heard the humming anymore, although my PC has been on all nights so it might still block some of it, should the humming still exist. I have been able to sleep even without the melatonin, but I still take one every now and then to keep the schedule right.
But nothing else has changed. I'm still waiting for a certain phone call and decisions to be made. Maybe it's due to the ongoing pandemic that the process is taking so long. Or maybe they simply forgot it. I don't recall anything I'd have to do in order to get things going. But then again, in this current situation, it wouldn't be wise either. We must avoid unnecessary contact with other people. The pandemic is growing worse than ever before. So far, we have been safe.
As for my stories, there's nothing to update. And I fear it will be the case for quite a while. At least until the next inspiration hits me. I would love to publish something already, but I'm still debating which route to take in my stories and I must be sure when I finally do publish them because I don't want to edit 5 chapters afterward just because I changed my mind. Yeah, I write as I go, really not the best possible approach. But I suck at planning ahead. If I do, I always come up with something "even better" or something more to add to the story, and then it's no longer what I originally planned.
