After looking over my comments, I understand the myself better. I started by thinking "This person is breaking the rules and ruining the story by doing, but I don't want to bother with reporting, so I tried to convince him, which didn't happen. I then decided to say that "I'm going to report them in three days three days" because in my mind, what was happening was: "Okay, seems like this person is not listening to the advice. And I knew deep down logically, the best course of action was to just simply report the story. However, I didn't want this person's fanfiction to go down like the last person I try to help, and I don't want to make him feel bad, especially Bad Em2, so I'll just tell them that I'll them report in three days. And hopefully before then, they'll fix this so I don't have to report him" At this point, I was guilt tripped hard, like when your cat begs you for food and you reluctantly give them cat food when you know it's not good to over feed them.

Then after that, he blocked me and said "too far girl" and I was so mad at him. I was thinking like "Hey, this guy blocked me even though I help him, why am I still going an extra mile for this person? Why am I helping him? I should be just reporting this person and stop all this drama. But once I vented my anger with two aquainteces, I became guilty for them and didn't want to hurt their feelings, but I knew logically deep down inside that reporting isn't really of a big deal, but since they cared about it, I cared about. So instead of handing things over to the mods like a smart girl, I stepped further into my guilt and anger and told Blue that I wasn't gonna be "nice girl" anymore and fix it within hours, which is really just silly theatrics. In reality, I thought that I was being less nice so they'll take the feedback seriously so that they can fix the story, but still not bad enough to report it. Apparently, I confused good and bad with what I felt guilty about.

And then you came along, and then I felt more guilty, and finally, the logical apart of me kicked in and now I feel stupid. The rest is history.

I'm not using this story to explain away my actions, only vent my emotions to feel better. I'm tired so I'll just abruptly end this Tex message... Riiight now

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As a fellow Whovian, I couldn't agree more.

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Whatever your opinions are, whatever you actually want to recommend, if it's done in a tone that isn't hostile and threatening it'll probably help. Giving criticism on criticism isn't really my strong suit, I don't know how to answer that.

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Thanks. I'm just somewhat nervous as I've fallen foul of the rules before.