To you,
I hate you. I hate you for not being her. Why can’t you be her? She’s still here, still very much alive. You gave up on me. How could you? I thought you loved me, but you just quit. I won’t pretend that I know what you went through, but I was there for you the entire time. How could you be so selfish to not pull through. I love you, I’d be lying to say otherwise, but she loves me back while you cannot.
Why can’t you be here for me. I need you. It hurts. It hurts to much to write. Why aren’t you here, why?
This last chapter.....
I fail to understand
ouch... that's just..... the end is coming. I want to see how you'll end this. will it simply be a final letter implying she's about to die, or will you do what you did with the side fic where it ends with a third person little scene in the after life. if you want straight up sad, just have it randomly stop after a totally non-coherent letter implying she's about to die. that would be the saddest possible ending, I feel.